Serenity's POV
"Okay." He mumbled with an unsure look on his face. I thought for a minute. Shit I had never made love either since he's the only person I've ever been with, and he said all he does is fuck. I leaned over and slowly trailed kisses along his jaw while tracing down his chest. He smiled when I gently nipped his chin, then he rolled over on top of me and sat up. "Do we really have to try this now? It seems like it's gonna take forever and I just wanna be inside you already." He smirked pulling his shirt off and leaning down to suck on my neck. "No no, this isn't how this works Colson." "Call me K, when I'm fuckin you." He grinds hard into me and began to try to take my pants off. I smacked his hand making him pin my arms above my head. The look on my face had to be hurtful but for some reason it still didn't stop him. "Kells stop." Shoving his fingers into me I groan at the feeling. "You love when daddy touches you like this huh." I shook my head and smacked him as hard as I could. His facial expression got softer as he pulled himself away from me. I felt a tear drip down my face as he put his shirt back on and left our room. I had no idea what came over him. I don't think it was just fear of making love, and I wasn't ready to find out just yet.
K's POV
FUCK.
I yelled in my head. What's wrong with you dude? I pulled out of the drive way and drove down the road. I had to leave because she smacked the living shit outta me, my cheek still burns, and it pissed me off so I had to get outta there. Not that I would've hit her back but I sure would've fucked her senseless like she meant nothing to me.
I drove for what felt like an hour and found myself at the trail that leads to 'the spot' it's this cliff that over looks the city of Cleveland nobody knows where this place is but me and Serenity. I found it for her on her birthday, when she was telling me about this beautiful place that she would go to when she wanted to be alone and think she had told me that she wished there was a place like that for her here in Cleveland. I missed that day. I carved our names into the big tree and we watched the sunset and then got into a huge cake fight where I picked her up and pretended like I was gonna throw her over the cliff. I laughed out loud. Why couldn't it be simple like that again? Where she loved me for me, and didn't want me to try all these new relationship things. I sat on the hood of my car and sparked up a blunt. Smoking my problems away...
Serenity's POV
"B did Colson come over? Have you seen him?" " No, why what's going on?" I sighed. "I brought up making love and that we should try it and kinda was being too rough with me and I told him to stop and he didn't so I smacked him and he got up and left, he's been gone all night." I cried into the phone. I passed out after waiting up for him for awhile last night and woke up to an empty bed. He probably went to some girl that he knew would let him do whatever he wanted to her. "Shh he's probably fine, did you check the studio?" "I knocked, but it's locked." "Maybe he's down there then.." "His car isn't in the drive way Brandon, he probably went out and fucked some slut again. I can't go through this again B.. It's not worth it." I heard a set of keys drop on the kitchen counter and turned to see my boyfriend with a poker face on. I couldn't read what he was saying. I looked at his neck checking for any evidence of another woman. Setting my phone on the counter I got up and walked over to him cautiously. "Don't get too close you might smell another woman or a few on me." He hissed at me. "Baby I--" "You really think I'm that bad of a boyfriend? You smacked me last night. I left so we wouldn't fight. I went to the spot. I've been there all night..." I reached up to touch his face where I saw a red handprint. Yet he turned away from me and stepped back "... I'm not going to touch you again. Good night." It's morning." "I've been up all night, I don't get up this early. Stop trying to change me." I stared at him in disbelief as he walked upstairs. "Colson Baker you get back here." I said following him but he closed the bedroom door on my face. I sighed and walked into Blake's room picking him up and taking him to the kitchen. "I hope you don't turn out to be bipolar like daddy." I whispered to him as I sat him in his highchair and dumped some cereal on his tray.
Finally it was nap time I placed my son in his crib slowly tip toeing out of his room and stood outside my room taking a deep breath. Knocking on the bedroom door I slowly opened it K was still knocked out and laying right in the middle of the bed I gave a pouty look I just want to crawl in bed with him and kiss on him but he said he doesn't wanna touch me anymore. I let a few minutes pass and just watched him sleep. "Fuck it." I stripped to just my shirt and panties and carefully crawled into bed with him, sweetly kissing his cheek. Sadly it woke him up.
Damn, if looks could kill...
