"What?" He growled at me. I didn't know what to say. So I shrugged "Blake is down for a nap finally so I wanted to lay down too and get some rest with everyone else..." He shrugged at me and rolled over. I sighed getting out of bed and putting my shoes on and walked to the door. "Okay wait." I heard K mumble. Rolling my eyes I turned around folding my arms."What?" I mocked him from earlier. He just reached his arm out to me..
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I took his hand and he pulled me down onto the bed and laid his head in my lap. "I'm sorry I didn't give you the benefit of the doubt and I constantly jump to conclusions baby..." I whispered into his ear but he didn't move he just started snoring. I tried getting up but his arms were wrapped around me holding me down. I smiled. "Colson I've got mom things to do while the kids are sleeping." "Why can't you do mom things later, I want you to do girlfriend things now." "Because Blake comes first, then Colson..." He sighed and rolled onto his back closing his eyes. "Tonight I promise we'll play after the kids go to bed." I leaned over and kissed his lips before getting up and starting to clean our room. He sat up and stretched I felt him watching me as I picked up his clothes putting them in the laundry basket. I heard him take a deep breath so I looked over at him but he wouldn't make eye contact with me. "I'm scared I'm gonna fuck up again baby..." I slightly gave him a confused smile, not sure of what exactly he meant. "What do you mean?" "I feel like I'm gonna get fucked up and end up fucking someone again because I feel like while I'm gone you're gonna have another mufucka in my house with my son. I feel like you already do while I'll with the guys or doing radio interviews and shit. You cheatin on me?" I laughed out loud at his accusations. He stood up and walked over to me grabbing me by my arm. "What you think this shit is funny?! The fuck is wrong with you Nat? You are aren't you." Snatching my arm out of his grip I glared at him trying to calm down but I couldn't. "No you Fucking idiot! How dare you think I would disrespect you by bringing another man into your house, or around our son. Before we got back together I barely let you see him. Are you stupid?!" "I have a right to suspect something's wrong, you pull away from me all the fucking time. You won't hold my hand or walk with me in public, you broke my phone the last time I tried to take a picture of you... You won't even say you love me." He mumbled that last part. I sighed stepping closer to him and hugging his waist laying my head against his chest. I waited for his breathing to steady before looking up at him. He hadn't hugged me back he just kept his arms dangling at his sides while he stared out the window. Sliding my fingers down his arms and linking my fingers with his I kissed his arm. "Baby you gotta give it time to get back to how it was... It can't just go back to where we left off and I'm sorry for that. But you have to earn my trust. I- I want to fall in love with you again I really do K, but I just need some time. You know how I feel about you and I don't want everyone knowing we're back together because I feel like we deserve to be happy in our relationship just us without letting the whole world in, at least for now. Can't you respect that?" He grunted. "And I broke your fuckin phone because again because I think we should stay private for a little bit and you weren't respecting me.. It wasn't the proper time to be taking photos anyways." I smirked as he smiled down at me when I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I just wanna show you off so everyone knows you're mine. I want to be a good boyfriend to you but you're doubting me, I don't want to fuck up babe. I really don't." He held my hips pulling me closer to him as he held his lips above mine. "Okay then don't." I whispered before kissing him and tugging on his hair.
"Mama!" I heard Blake scream over the baby monitor. I sighed opening my eyes to meet K's lust filled ones. This man could go at it for hours if I let him. He was playing with my hair and our legs were tangled together. I really didn't want to move. I was warm and cozy. "Mamaaa!" He screamed again. This time I turned to look over at the video feed and saw Blake just laying there holding his blanket and wolfy waiting for me to come bring him to bed with us. "I'll get him." K smiled before kissing me on the nose and slipping his boxers on. He tossed me his shirt then quickly went to Blake's room. "Hi buddy, mommy is sleepy so I guess daddy will have to do." He cood grabbing Blake and holding him close. Blake laid his head on his shoulder as Kells came into our room and crawled into bed. He had his back towards me as he cuddled Blake and rocked him to sleep. "So much for getting to play before you leave." "We'll live." He chuckled. I spooned him and wrapped my arms around his waist closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep.
•K's POV•
When I woke the next morning I felt Natalie's arms around my waist. Blake had his foot in my face because he somehow managed to flip upside down in my arms. I felt a tiny hand against my back so I peeked over and saw Casie. Snuggled up close with her arm around Natalie. I smiled at my little family and was happy we could all fit in this bed. I snuggled back into the Baker cuddle puddle but I heard my phone chirp. I looked at the screen and read the text. I frowned.
