The day before the EST block party...
K's POV
It's been months since I've seen my son. Serenity won't even let one of the boys come and pick him up so I can spend time with him. It's bullshit. I see her posting pictures of him all the time. He's gotten so big, he's crawling now, I've been on the road trippin' tour for a few months and I finally get a break.
Me: Can I please come see my son?
She hasn't answered any of my texts for the last week. I miss her. I miss her laughing, I miss her smile, her big brown eyes, I miss seeing her walking around our room, her room, in just one of my white Tee's. Fuck, why did I have to fuck that girl. Why do I have to be so stupid. I banged my head against the wall. "Baby what's wrong?" Tania asked, or was it Andrea? I don't give a fuck. "Nothing, you gotta go." Obviously drowning myself in alcohol wasn't gonna get me outta this funk, so I tried drowning myself in random pussy. I couldn't even bring myself to take off my clothes in front of them.
Once she finally left I tried facetiming Serenity. Once she didn't answer I threw my phone across the room and laid down rubbing my face.
Serenity's POV
"Emily, he's doing it again." I whined as I rejected his facetime. She ignored me, as she was caught up in getting ready for JP. I sighed and carried the sleeping Blake up to my room and laid him in his crib, once changed into my pjs I climbed into my cold bed and stared at my phone. I missed him yes, but I refuse to let him know. He wanted to see his son, I could let him do that. I could give Blake to Ash for when she goes to get the boys from the airport. How nice of me.
Me: fine.
I finally texted him back.
Ass: so does that mean I come pick him up when I get home?
Me: he'll be with Ash when she gets y'all from the airport.
Ass: ok.
I set my phone on the night stand and closed my eyes. I imagined K climbing carefully into bed trying not to wake me.
When I woke up Blake was standing up in his crib just smiling. "Good morning little prince." I smiled and got up grabbing him and laying him on the bed to change his diaper. I got him dressed in his tiny little G4G shirt his uncle Dub got made for him, Jean shorts and timbs. "You get to see your daddy today." He smiled at me. I set him back in his crib and went to shower. Then I got dressed in a red sundress and straightend my hair. When I walked out of the bathroom and to my room there he was hugging our son in silence. I didn't speak I just stared. Blake had his arms wrapped around his dad's neck as Colson had his face buried in his.
"You're early, I was gonna send him with Ash..." I whispered and his head
Snapped up. "I'm sorry, I should've told you, I got in way early this morning... So I thought I would just come get him. Em let me in." I gave him a confused look. "Okay I kinda snuck in while she and Rooks were making out." I nodded. "His bag is over there by the door, have him back by noon, please." "That's only an hour...?" "I know." "I haven't seen my son for months and all you're gonna give me is a freaking hour?" He calmed himself and then picked up the diaper bag and slung it over his shoulder then covered Blake's ears. "You know I may be a shitty boyfriend but I'm not a shitty father, and if you don't allow me to see my son more when I'm home I have no problem taking you to court." "And you'll go to jail because you had sex with me when I was 17... 55 minutes." He shook his head and walked out the door. Damn he looks terrible, yet so, so, good, his bleach blonde hair looks great with his icy blue eyes. "Fuck." I mumbled to myself. Stay strong girl.
Me: where the fuck is my kid Colson!?
They had already been gone for 3 hours. He wasn't responding to me, I was in tears. What if something happened? What if he took off with him? I looked out the window and finally saw a black dodge challenger pull into the driveway. He rolled down his window and put his finger to his lips then nodded to the back seat where Blake was passed out and so was Casie. "I was letting Casie visit." "She sees him all the time." "Get in please. I want to show you something." "Don't you have somewhere to be." "Not til 9 tonight, and I'll be late if I have to be... Please just come on, you'll love it I promise." He gave me a sad puppy dog face that he knew I wouldn't say no to. I got in and he drove. We drove all the way to Cleveland and he kept apologizing that he didn't tell me that's where we were going, I thought we were going to his house but instead we went to the nicer side of The Land.
We pulled up to a house that had a white fence and a huge front porch. "Where are we?" I asked as he woke Casie and grabbed her hand, he then Went to the other side and grabbed Blake letting him sleep. Casie rubbed her eyes and then hugged me. "My house." He said bluntly. I twisted up my face as he pulled a set of keys from his pockets and unlocked the door then stepped aside to let me in. "It's nice..." I nodded looking around, it had light brown wood floors,black plush couches a fireplace, and huge flat screen TV in the lunchroom. I watched as Casie walked over to the couch and curled up falling asleep. K laid Blake on the opposite end and then swiftly grabbed my hand but I pulled away. He gave me a hurt look and then walked upstairs nodding for me to follow, he opened the first door on the left. "This is Casie's room, she picked everything out herself." He chuckled as I smiled at all the Disney princess stuff around her room, she had a Frozen bed set, a table with all of her coloring books, a little dress up closet, and a corner that had a pile of stuffed animals that you could tell were brand new. "It's cute." I smiled. He showed me to the room next to hers. "This is Blake's room, in case he gets to stay with me he needs somewhere to sleep, his crib turns into a toddler bed and then a twin bed." He nodded proudly as he remembered what the lady at the store probably told him. I loved Blake's room. It was toy story themed, it looked like Andy's room. His crib was shiny black and he had his name written on the wall in block letters. There was huge Buzz and Woody stickers on the wall everything was perfect he even had a changing table and a toy chest, it was much nicer then what I had given him back at home, just a crappy crib in my bedroom. I started to cry. "Whoa whoa baby I got one more room to show you." Colson said gently as he rubbed my back and led be to the room across from Casie's room. As I was wiping my eyes he slipped his hands over them and led me into the room. "Okay open." I opened my eyes and saw a plain room with nothing in it I turned around and gave him a confused look. "This is all yours to decide what goes in it Serenity, anything you want, just make sure I can fit in the bed you pick. And nothing too girly. It's our room." He said with a scrunched up nose. What? He wants me to move in? We're not even together. I stood there dumbfounded. I couldn't think of what to say. He looked so happy, so excited."Well, ready to go to Ikea?" He grinned at me, then raised his eyebrow. I took a deep breath. " Colson-"
