Serenity's POV
"You knew what this shit was Serenity, you knew what lifestyle you were jumping into when you agreed to be with me, you said you'd fight with me... You chose to keep Blake and be stuck at home with him. You gave up the tour life, not me." He propped up his phone and started angrily rolling a blunt. "That's not what this is about Colson, and how dare you say that like you didn't want him, you love that little boy... This is about you wanting to fuck with me but still going out when you could be home with me and your son, instead you're out fuckin around on me." He stood up and threw up his hands. "You tell me you don't fucking want to be my girl right away but then you get upset for me trying to go get my nut, you're being childish, you can't fuckin keep me like your lil pet that's gonna wait for you to touch me and shit, I have needs! Of course I'm gonna fuck around on tour if I don't have anyone waiting for me when I get home... you want me to come up there? I'll make that drive right now. I'm comin baby." He looked around for his car keys. "Colson no you're drunk, I'll bring Blake down tomorrow and we'll stay for the weekend before you head to Canada okay? Please drink some water and go to bed.." I whispered. "Want me to sing to you?" His eyes lit up as he crawled into bed and cuddled his pillow. I used to quietly sing to him when I was on tour with them and he was sick or sore or just upset, then I would do it when we would talk on facetime while he was still on tour. I knew it made him feel at home, even though we aren't together I still like to take care of him and make sure he's doing okay, he's my baby's father. I need him to be safe and alright for the sake of our son. I thought about a song to sing. I decided to go with 'I miss you' by Blink. I watched him half smile and calm down a little. Once I finished the song he opened his eyes. "How come you don't sing homesoon anymore?" I shrugged and he frowned. "Night K." I ended facetime and snuggled up next to Blake.
"Oh Blake just a little longer and we'll be at daddy's house." I had a terrible headache and my body was sore all over and my baby had a cold, but I promised K that he could see his son this weekend so I thugged it out and drove us to Cleveland, and Blake hated me for it.
I pulled into his driveway of his new house, I hadn't been back since he asked me to move in with him. I parked and shut the car off groaning and sliding out and then grabbing Blake who instantly stopped crying as soon as he felt contact with me. I rubbed his back and knocked on the door. It took awhile but finally he opened the door, he had on just a red pair of sweats hanging loosely around his hips and he obviously hadn't brushed his hair yet because his bed head was out of control. "Do you know what time it is?" He mumbled in his sleepy voice. If we were together and I wasn't holding our son I probably would've jumped him and had sex all day with him. I shook my head to shake away those thoughts. "It's 10am." I said handing him Blake and walking past him to snuggle in the recliner. "You know I don't wake up before noon." "Sorry." I mumbled closing my eyes.
After what felt like only 5 minutes I opened my eyes and saw Colson and Blake watching the history channel, Blake was actually more focused on playing with his dad's rings on his fingers. "Good morning." K smiled at me. "Hey, sorry, I have a terrible headache." I sat up and rubbed my eyes. "I know, I can tell. I hear cumming gets rid of those." My eyes widened as I studied his face for any type of humor, he was being serious. "Umm... yeah I heard that before." He stood up and went upstairs carrying Blake with him. I sneezed and checked my phone.
Em: hey where did you go?
Me: oh sorry we went to K's, we're probably gonna stay the weekend here so he can spend time with Blake before he goes to Canada.
Em: oh, okay.
I made a face at my phone and set it on the table. I don't know why she's winking, I have no interest in hooking up or getting back with him this weekend, I'm just here for our son. "So I put Blake down for a nap, I gave him some of Casie's cold medicine, I think he has a cold so I don't think he's gonna be that much fun... I still have a few hours until I have to get Casie from school,what do you wanna do?" Colson said as he came down the stairs. I looked at him wiping my nose and he smiled at me. "Mama has a cold too huh?" I shook my head and sneezed again. He chuckled and went and into the kitchen a few moments later he came back with some hot tea and some benadryl. "Drink this, take these, bundle up." I took the pills and slowly drank the tea. He sat on the couch and changed the channel to criminal minds.
