Kells had been gone for 3 months already. I was so happy that it went by extremely fast but these last couple weeks he had been acting weird. When he would facetime me he would fidget with the rings on his fingers, and when I would tell him I loved him he had a look on his face like someone hand just stabbed him, i thought nothing of it though because I just assumed he missed me but dint know how to show it, or didnt want to show it. I watched for him to come out of the airport so I could feel his lips against mine again, and feel him inside me. I went three months without even I simple hug from him. I was aching for his body against mine. " there they are!" Em yelled as she honked the horn. I watched Rooks point at Em's car as he fast walked over and hopped in the front seat. He kissed Emily like he hadn't seen her for a year. "I missed you so much." They mumbled between kisses. Finally K got in the car and Blake's eyes lit up as his legs kicked. " Hey buddy daddy missed you." He whispers and kisses his hand. I waited for my turn but he just kept looking at his phone with his arm draped over Blake's carseat. I poked his hand and looked over at him. "Wassup?" He looked at me through tired eyes. "I missed you.." I whispered shyly, he just nodded and stared at Blake. Something changed since he left, and I don't think I like it.
Once we got home and I had started a load of laundry I went into the living room and smiled at JP and Emily cuddled up on the couch watching Harry potter. I got Blake's clothes ready for tomorrow and grabbed my towel "I'm gonna take a shower.." "aight, I'll watch Blake." K said not looking at me. I pouted and went to the bathroom, normally he would jump at the opportunity to fuck me in the shower. Taking my time I sat there and washed everything and shaved. When I got out I dried off and put on his favorite lotion, then slid on red lace panties and a silk robe he bought me before he left but i had never worn because i thought i looked silly and sprayed on his favorite perfume. I peeked into the hall to make sure nobody was coming then I quickly walked to my room. K's back was turned towards me so I tiptoed over to the bed and carefully climed in. I placed tender kisses up his arm. "What you doin?" He asked as he turned over. I straddled his hips and untied my robe. As he cleared his throat an stared at my chest I went for his collarbone. "I missed you baby..." I whispered into his ear as he let out a groan and lifted his hips into me. I smirked and gently sucked on his neck. "Fuck." He let out as he squeezed my ass with one hand and pulled my hair with the other. I slowly began to grind against his hips as I felt his hardening dick against my thigh. "Please fuck me K." I practically cried when he pushed my panties to the side and started pumping his fingers. My hips road his hand like they had a mind off their own. I felt his tongue against that sweet spot on my neck and I pulled his hair causing him to groan and sink his teeth into me. " oh my god I love you." I groaned and he stopped. I tried to continue moving but he picked me up and sat me on the bed next to him then put his face in his hands. Confused as fuck I got on my knees and started trailing kisses up his legs and tugging the waistline of his boxers. "Stop!" He yelled shoving me back. I gasped as he grabbed his shirt and threw it at me. "Put it on, and sit down... please, I need to tell you something." I stood up and slipped his wife beater over my head and then sat next to him on the bed. "What's wrong baby?" I asked cautiously. He sighed and sat still staring at our son who was passed out in the crib. I quickly got up and checked on him and he was perfectly fine. "I fucked up..." he said quietly, "I didn't mean to do it but shit happens..." "what did you do Kells?" I asked sitting back on the bed, he put his face back in his hands but I grabbed his arm and turned his face to look at me. " talk to me." I forced a half smile while I rubbed his cheek. He licked his lips and spoke. "A couple weeks ago me and the boys were at this club, drinking, like we always do... but I drank too much and I fucked some chick in the bathroom." He said plainly and stared at me for any type of reaction. I didn't know what to say, or how to explain how I felt. I knew i was hurt. The man I gave my virginity to, and had my child with, who told me he loved me, just broke my heart. I was angry because the night he's talking about was probably the night he didn't answer his phone. "Say something... anything, please." He begged looking at me. I got up and went to my door and opened it. "Get out." Was all I could get out. "No... baby please can't we talk about this? Please..." he begged again standing up and walking over to me. I shook my head. "Please leave, I'll think about calling you later, You can get your things tomorrow." "Baby—" "Goodbye Colson." He gave me a deer in the headlights look, got dressed and then walked out. I closed and locked my door and then went and sat on my bed. I tried to cry, maybe it would make me feel better, but I couldn't manage any tears. For some reason I felt like I knew this would happen... i would believe everything he said fall in love with this fucked up man and then some how my heart would get fucked over. I reached over and grabbed my phone smiling at my lockscreen wallpaper. It was Blake laying in K's arms I slid my finger across the screen and was greeted with a picture of us smiling in a kiss. I sighed and dialed the number that always makes me feel better.
"I need you." "I'm on my way."
