Xiumin POV
She hugged me. She actually hugged me. It felt so warm and soft. My body frozed when she hugged me. I wanted to hug her back so badly but my arms weren't moving. Gosh, she is so huggable. I love huggable girls. She then went back to her sit and continued eating. She looked disappointed at first but then she smiled to herself.
"Thanks for the food, Xiumin. Looks like this will be my dinner" she said happily.
"Wh...what? Dinner? Are you okay? We're having lunch now sweetheart. Are you that full? Cause your face looks so puffy right now" I held her face softly and caress her cheeks. She looks sleepy though.
"Hahaha I'm okay. It's just that the dishes is so good. See I even finished the whole dish. Bye bye diet" she said sarcastically.
"Hahaha alright. I'll go and wash the dishes alright". I picked up the plates and cups to washed it while she still sitting there not moving a muscle. Cute.
I was busy washing until I heard light footsteps coming near me and then I saw her standing beside me to wash the remaining dish.
"You know I'm the owner of this house, I didn't even asked you to do it. You're....you're...my guest haha...okay. Go and sit down" she told me but I didn't move. I keep looking at her hazelnut eyes which sparks my heart. No one ever make me feel this way. Not even the girls that I've met long time ago.
"Owh please, do I look like I care, babygirl? Let's do it together" I splashed some water at her face and she did the same. Wow I never knew what I'm feeling right now. All I ever did was having sex with them and then killed them in their sleep. But with her, she's different. She treated me differently. Why though?
"Um Xiumin, we're done here. Can you let go of my hand now?" She said. I was startled when she said that. I didn't even realised that I have been holding her hand while thinking back about my past.
"You're not gonna kill me right?" She asked.
"What do you think?" I asked her back.
"W..What?" She asked while moving backwards slowly.
I walked toward her and she suddenly hit her back at the wall. "Should I killed you after having a nice meal with you?" She looked terrified. She's too scared to even replied what I said to her. I started to feel guilty but I'm enjoying her reaction in front of me.
"I...I....uh...." she said.
"HAHAHHAHAHAHA IM JUST KIDDING! YOU SHOULD SEE YOUR FACE RIGHT NOW! HAHAHHA" I laughed at her terrified face. I was busy laughing until I felt a tight slapped on my face. I touch my face then I looked at her.
"STUPID!!!! DON'T DO THAT!!!" She shouted. I can see her tears already falling off her cheeks. I didn't mean to joke around like that. I felt guilty. She suddenly stormed off to her room and left me dumbfounded. What am I doing? She started to trust me a while ago but then I have to ruin it.
I walked to her room and knocked on her door. She didn't respond. I started to get worried that she didn't respond. What if she fainted? What if she's suddenly die because of shocked? Owh no. I can't leave her like this. This is all my fault.
She then opened her door and threw a vase of flowers at me.
"I SAID...LEAVE ME ALONE!" She shut her door leaving me bruises at my face. The vase breaks into million pieces and the flowers were scatters all over the floor. I didn't bother to look at the scar on my face but instead I just stared at her door waiting for her to opened it. The blood already dripping down on my face. When it touch my lips, I started licking it. It taste good but my heart doesn't.
Never in my whole life that I would felt guilty doing this. I didn't feel anything when I killed those girls but when it comes to her, I feel like I'm changing.
It's night now and here I am still standing at her door. I tried to talk to her but I think that would make things worst. I think I just gave her the biggest trauma ever. Well to me is not that big but to her maybe. My stomach is already growling and I was thinking of making dinner for us. But my guts is telling me that she will not eat at all. I try my best to knock but I hold myself from doing so. This is crazy.
Suddenly, I felt angry. I can't take it anymore. I couldn't control myself. I went down to the kitchen and grab the kitchen knife from the drawer. No more mr nice guy. This time I didn't knocked but instead I kicked the door and it swing opened.
"I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF BEING NICE TO YOU!!! I'M GOING TO KILL YOU NOW!!"
I saw her sleeping figure on the bed and was about to stab her but then I saw something that make me drop the knife and bent down on my knees.
"NOOOOOOO!!!!"
A/N
What makes Xiumin drop his knife though? He's a killer isn't it "My Aces"? Anyhoo here's a new update for "My Aces"! I hope you guys enjoy reading this chapter and stay tuned for more updates! Luv you ❤️😘🤍
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Roman d'amour"Seriously just answer the damn question! Why are you questioning me?!" ~Je Soo "Do you think you can memorise all the answer if I tell you about me?" ~Xiumin "Wait...where's that paper??? Ugh where is it?? Why is there so many text here and there...
