Accidentally I'm his (Xiumin FF)

Chapter 18 (Chance)

Je Soo POV

I woke up to the sound of snoring. Wait didn't I locked the door last night? What happened? I wanted to get up but my wrist was in pain.

"OUCH!" I groaned frustrated. Then I heard Xiumin's voice.

"Hey..hey...it's okay I'm here. Don't worry. You'll be fine." He hugged me and patted my head softly. Then, the memory of what happened yesterday hit me and because it hurts so much I pushed him away causing him to drop.

He didn't make a sound but instead he just looked down feeling guilty. Great. Now I'm the bad person. I was about to say something but he interrupted.

"I deserve that. In fact, I deserve to be treated like this" I felt numb and speechless to his words. Why am I treating him like this. Why am I treating myself like this. Things just got worst now.

He then got up and went to hug me again. Only this time, I didn't push him back. I just stay silent on my bed trying to digest whatever happened around me.

"I'm sorry" he said.

I'm lost of words. How can he make me feel this way? Is this a mind game or something.

"I shouldn't be doing that to you and look at you now! Why did you try to cut your wrist? Why do you want to take your own life?" He asked.

This time I had to reply him although it doesn't solve any problem at all. Well at least an explanation might work. But no words come out and I stuttered.

"I....I...." I said

He looked at me pitifully and touch my cheeks.

"Look you don't have to explain anything. Just go and get some rest alright" he said that and left my room.

I was in awe with his action and touch with what he did. He's caring and very careful with me. I mean he's a killer for goodness sake. I should be scared of him because he can kill me anytime.

I got out of my bed and washed myself. My wrist is still in pain whenever I try to move so I have to move slowly and did my best to avoid any contact with water.

After washing up, I wore a t-shirt and loose trousers since I'm only at home. I went downstairs and only to see him about to leave the house.

"WAIT!!!" I shouted.

He looked upstairs and stared at me for good 5 seconds.

"Don't leave" I slowly went downstairs and without I realised I accidentally trip myself. He managed to catch me and hold me gently.

He didn't say a word. Instead he keeps looking at me with his guilty face.

He brought me to the couch and put me down gently. Xiumin was about to leave the house again but only this time I ran to him and hugged him from behind.

"Please I'm sorry...please don't leave" I said.

"Why must I stay Je Soo" he asked. My eyes were wide as big as a moon when he asked me that.

"You know if I leave, you would live a normal life" he said and was about to turn the doorknob.

"Everybody deserve a second chance, Xiumin. Even if you're a criminal that doesn't mean you can change to be better." I told him. He then looked at me and tucked the strands of my hair behind.

"What if I hurt you?" He asked.

"Then I'll kick you out" I winked playfully at him.

"Wow Je Soo you got me there but just you remember, I'm still a killer and I can kill you anytime" he said. I just rolled my eyes and said "I know you weakness so you better be careful"

"Don't try" he said.

"Make me" while sticking my tongue at him and ran to my room.

I thought he would followed me but I guess he's to old for that. I was giggling to myself and surprised with what I did.

"Wow did I just do that?" I giggle to myself again.

I lay down on my bed until I heard a notification coming from my phone.

"Je Soo I won't be back for one week so don't wait for me alright! See ya" -Chanyeol

I didn't reply him. Xiumin is so much better than him. Why do I even fall for his charm in the first place. I put my phone down and went to sleep.

Time skip at night

After hours of sleeping, I felt a soft touch on my skin. It was so gentle that I feel like not waking up and then I felt a kiss on my lips. It was a simple peck and when I opened my eyes, I see Xiumin staring at me.

"Um...do you need anything? You're disturbing me...you know?" I said while rubbing my eyes. It's still night and he has to ruined my sleep.

"I want milk" he said.

"What?!" I widened my eyes when I heard him saying that. What the hell he means he wants milk? At this late night? Does he mean at my....ey that disgusting. I was busy thinking until he had to interrupt me.

"Je Soo I want milk. A cartoon milk. I can't sleep because I'm feeling hungry plus I don't feel like eating at this hour. So I thought if I had milk, I can sleep well" he said.

"Oh..that milk" oh my gosh why am I dirty minded at this hour.

"What were you thinking huh?" He asked while smirking at me.

"No....no....nothing!!! Just go and get it yourself! It's in the fridge! Just...just...just go and drink it!" My face is red now and all thanks to him. I tried my best not to shout but I end up shouting because I feel flabbergasted.

"Hehe alright then" he was about to leave the room until

"You know you don't have to get all excited. You're so cute and naive. I hope you know how to soften the red colour cheeks of yours because it's so red now" with that he left.

I pull my hair out because of what he said and my action. I hate it when I feel this way. It's been so long anyone teasing me like this. I need to get more sleep. I'm just to tired to even think at this hour. With that I fell asleep instantly.

A/N
Hello My Aces! It's been a while that I updated. I'm so sorry for not updating the book. For the past few days, I've been busy with lots of stuff. I hope you guys understand. Anyhoo in order to make it up to you, I updated a new chapter!❤️ I hope you like it as much as I do! Take care and see you in the next chapter!