Accidentally I'm his (Xiumin FF)

Chapter 22 (My past 1)

Xiumin POV

"Alright let's start" she said.

I didn't look at her, instead I keep looking at the wall, the kitchen, playing with my finger like a criminal that is in the interrogation room. She didn't realised what I'm doing as she was busy thinking of questions to ask me.

I don't know if I should tell her about my past because nobody knows this side of me. Although I let my guard down when I'm around her, I just felt like she must know. I'm slowly changing to become better and I hope by telling her this would make my heart at ease.

I gulp the lump in my throat and try to look calm answering her questions. She looked flustered about questioning me. But I know if this interview is a success, she might get her job back. In fact it all happened because of me.

"Right! Let's start!" She said. She looked at me and stared right into my eyes. Why is she doing that eye contact look though? Gosh it looks so cute when she's this serious.

I on the other hand just keep quiet and stared at her back. It's like having a staring contest before I cough that startled her.

"What is your age?" She said.

Without I realised, I laugh like a maniac hearing her question. Seriously the first question you asked is my age? Seriously? Hahahhaa.

She looked confused and then slammed the table hard. I was worried when she slammed her palm like that but I knew if I do that, she would think I'm trying to play around with her.

"Are you kidding me? Hahaha" I said trying my best to hold on my laughter.

"Can you please not laugh? I'm serious here!" She said.

"Okay okay! Hahahaha why do you want to know?" I asked after calming myself down.

She sighed and look a bit angry to my question.

"Is it wrong to ask about your age?" She asked.

"No it's not wrong at all. It's cute" I said cutely at her.Then her face was blushing hard as I compliment her behaviour. I try to stay calm looking at her although my heart is beating like crazy inside.

"Fine I'll skip that one and jump to the real question. What make you do it? Why do you um...kill them after you... had um...rape them? Why...do you do it in the.... first place? she said.

My expression turns frown. She was so direct about it. I face down not wanting her to see my frowned expression. I let out a big sigh and looked back at her.

"Again why do you want to know? Does it really matter if you have to know? Tell me Je Soo....would you tell anyone about what happened last night?" I asked her back while smirking proudly at the question.

"Seriously just answer the damn question! Why are you questioning me?!" She said blushing mad.

I gave up playing around her. She looked upset and desperate about going back to her old work. I can see in her eyes that she's about to cry although I know she's trying hard not to.

"Do you think you can memorise all the answers if I tell you about me?" I asked.

"Wait...where's that paper?? Ugh where is it?? Why is there so many text here and there?" She said looking worried because she's not be able to find any blank paper to write down the answer.

I hold her hand and look her in the eyes.

"Do you think you're ready to hear my dark story from the past, babygirl?" I said.

She bit her bottom lip and nodded her head. I smile softly at her and picked out her phone on the table

"You don't have to write. Just switch on your recorder and focus your eyes on me" I said.