The Midnight Rantings Of Someone Lost

I Told the Stars About You

Mi amor,
When I was younger I had the solar system up on my ceiling, I never did take them down. I would look up at the glowing stars, telling them what i told no one else, longing for the day that I would be under a night sky that looked like that.
Then I met you. Your dark eyes that i lose myself in every time I look into them. Your face covered in stars, of different sizes and shapes, some may call them freckles and scars but I see the solar system. I took you there to the place where I first saw the stars, and fell in love with the solar system.
I would always go there to be alone, for the silence. When you were there though it was never silent, and i remember hating that, but now I loathe the silence, because it means you're gone.
The stars watched me fall in love, and I told them. I use to tell the stars on my ceiling my every secret at night. Now i look up at the stars and i don't have to tell them my secrets they know them all. You know them all.
I told the stars about you when we first met, i told them of the way you made me feel, and how no one had ever done that before. I knew then of the feelings my peers went through. They could tell their friends, but all i had was the stars, but now I look up at them and only see you. I told them about you, brought you to them, and one day you were forced to join them, far too soon.
You have taken the stars from me in our love, having given me memories to last a lifetime, giving me hurt to last a lifetime. The love i hold for the stars grew when you joined them. I know I told them I was angry for taking you from me, and i am. I always will be, i could never hate you though, i love you far too much.
I told the stars of the things we would do together, now the idea of doing anything seems impossible. I will do everything we promised each other and the stars, if not for you and me, for the stars. Only then once I've done everything we set out to do, i will be able to join you amongst the stars.
The stars were my love, then you came in and you were a solar system. I told the stars about my love for you and they took you.

Sincerely,
The one left behind

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I wrote this while listening to the playlist above, y'all should check it out there are a bunch of amazing writings in the comments. This is purely fictional, but it is ment to be sapphic (wlw).

But lmk what y'all think thank you!