May POV:
So Stoke and I land in Chicago and we rent a car. We also had a BnB where we dropped our stuff off and head to Serayah's house. When we get to Serayah's house we can tell she was supposed to move out but considering the circumstances, she sent her belongings off before she was going to head out. We got the BnB that way Serayah could move out and Jarad and her would be able to sleep at the BnB with us. We get them moved out and Jarad was in a notebook the entire time, just writing. Stoke goes to talk to him and I talk to Serayah.
"Hey girly"
"Hey May", she said coming over to hug me. After the hug, we stood by where her counter was.
"How have you been holding up?" I asked concerned.
"Is that question really for me? Or a question for him." She looked over at Jarad and Ski.
"It's for both of yall. What happened to him?"
"Well..."
Ski POV:
"So she just up and left me. I was blowing up her phone and when she finally answered she just explained how she was done and I was never going to be shit. I was only gon be stuck wit a rat and how she don't wanna hear from me again. I let her in way too early bro and it's just like...FUCK. I shoulda stayed out of a relationship but damn she had me, bro."
Jarad was telling me what happened with him and Lidia and all the shit she said. He even had a voice mail that he would replay. It honestly looks like he was down bad cause the whole time he was talking he took two xans. That man wanted to escape, looks like this girl was almost where Serayah was in his heart except she did him wrong. This Lidia chick also cheated on my guy. That couldn't be me, I wouldn't be worried about music if I got cheated on I would prolly be raging.
May: "Hey, yall ready to go? The last box was packed up."
"Yea we ready. Let's go, bro."
We all head to the car. May and I share a look and we knew that a lot of shit was going down. The thing with this is that Juice knew he could go back to Serayah as a safe haven, but Serayah knows her worth and can't afford to be just a safe haven for a nigga who left her and knew that he was good right where he was before he left. Part of me was going to tell him that he dumb for leaving Serayah's loyal ass but the other part of me knew he was hurting so I just kept it to myself. We get back to the BnB and we all just chilled and watch some tv. May went into the room and I followed and left Juice and Serayah in the living room.
"I always ask you to never let me thrid wheel and you just do it anyway huh?"
"I'm sorry but I feel like they have this weird energy between each other" and after she said that we hear Serayah yelling from the top of her lungs.
Serayah: "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD LEAVE ME JUST TO END UP WIT SOME BROKE DOWN BITCH WHO NEVER TRULY LOVED YOU. ALL SHE SAW WAS YOUR VIEWS AND THE MUSIC MONEY THAT YOU BARELY HAVE. I WAS THERE BEFORE ALL THAT SHIT AND YOU LEFT ME AND BLAMED ME FOR A FIGHT SHE STARTED. JARAD FUCK YOU I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD DO THAT SHIT AND THEN WHEN IT All GOES TO SHIT YOU COME TO ME. I AM NOT JUST A PLUSH PILLOW YOU CAN FALL BACK ON, I WAS ALWAYS THERE AND YOU NEVER TOOK ME SERIOUS. I was always there and you came back to me like a last resort."
Then she began to cry and May ran to hug and take her away from Juice. Juice just looked at her speechless and I would be the same, I always thought they were as sturdy as they came and he knew that she was a rider, I doubt he ever took her true feelings when he was out doing his shit. Sounded like she felt lonely.
"Bro, what was that?"
"It doesn't matter man she was right."
"What nigga?"
"I never took her seriously and she was always there. I always put my feelings and my life before her's. She deserves better but I deserve her."
I just look at this nigga cause I didn't know if he was serious or if he was deep in a haze because he listened to her and turned right back to his notebook.
"Man Jarad you need to get yo shit together and talk to her."
"What for"
"Dude! You wouldn't be where you at right now if it wasn't for her. She helped make you. Any money you make she deserve half because while you were fucking her over, she was in school for herself and you, helping you with your mental health, your bullshit heartbreaks, and when you needed true love and attention she gave it to you. You only gave her a fraction. Put that notebook the fuck up and talk to her."
"Bro I will when I am sober."
"You fuckin better nigga because that's some bullshit you got going on."
I walk back to my room aggravated because this man just doesn't recognize facts. If he wasn't ready he could have told her that. I was sitting there thinking and then I go on my phone. May walk in and she looks like she had a stressed day at work.
"You friend Jarad need rehab and a whooping"
"I can't believe he did her like that. That is crazy as hell because she is a dope girl and she deserves better but sees the good in that man"
"I don't know how she do it, if a nigga treated me like that I would have to dead em"
We just laughed and surely we just sat in silence on our phones in the room. When we got hungry we ordered food for everyone and this little quick trip was subtle but dangerous. I wasn't expecting what would happen. Serayah left for Cali a few days later, Jarad ended up going to VA, he said he was gonna start taking his music serious. He also said he wrote me an apology song for Serayah and he would share it when he was finally ready to step up. May and I went back home and she had been staying with me for almost full time. We have been becoming real flirty towards each other but she always says she not a groupie. I know she had bad experiences in the past but I ain't that type of nigga. One day she is going to see that. Also, Jah comes home in two weeks and I go on tour with Desiigner and Rob$tone two days after that. I want to say shit would calm down but this was truly just the beginning of many bumpy rides.
