May POV:
Doctor: "He just had an anxiety attack which led to him going into cardiac arrest. He is breathing on the machine but his brain activity is normal. If we get him to undergo this surgery this could help save his life"
"If he doesn't?" I said through tears.
Doc: "He may have the possibility of living, but he may have only a few years unlike with the surgery as long as it goes well he can live out life as if he never was diagnosed."
Jah: "Can he hear us or is he just sleep"
Doc: "He is in a form of deep sleep, he can hear us but he can't respond"
I just watched him laying in a bed, eyes closed, and no response. I told him to get this surgery and he didn't want to listen to me. I couldn't hold back tears, he was all I had and we just bought this house. We were just talking about the inhome studio. I just began to ball because this was stressful and heart breaking.
Doc: "Ma'am while he is unresponsive, I assume you are next of kin"
"I am"
Doc: "Well you will be making some serious calls when it gets closer to these times and I understand if you need time to think"
"Thank you Doctor, uh can I just get a minute"I said getting up and walking away.
I walked outside and all the guys began to show up.
Craig: "May you alright?"
Danny: "How is he doing"
I just stayed quiet and covered my ears. I didn't want to talk. "Can I have my keys?" Wifi Handed me my keys, he drove my rental to the hospital. I went to go in and sit down in there. Was he ignoring his pain all day? Did he take anything? I know he smoked today but he smokes all the time and he was drinking which wasn't anything new, so why today in front of all those fans. All he did was look at me and then he fell to the ground. My bestfriend might die and I couldn't stop that from happening. I began to throw a tantrum in the car, I was crying and screaming because everything just felt cold. I hated that he had to endure such pain and he couldn't even talk. I wanted him to look at me and he is breathing with a machine attached to his mouth. I continued to cry and Jah came to the car.
"You know I have never seen you cry"
"Oh shut up and get in here" I said and he came and sat in the passenger seat next to me.
"You know he's going to be good"
"He better fucking be, we finally have something stable then this. Can't never catch a break"
"May he gon be alright, he has always been a fighter and he wouldn't want you tearing up"
"Jah you and him were suppose to makeup today. This trip, this show was all for you both to rekindle that friendship. You guys let Ming's lies and your own hidden truthes break you guys apart. Take it from me from someone who holds back. If he dies today you will never forgive yourself for not fixing your friendship. It would be vise versa if you were in this situation"
"He isn't going to die May"
"You are not God, my boyfriend is sitting a hospital bed fighting for his life. His brian may be active and that surgery may work. But if I tell them no because he doesn't want it... how would that make me look? I am trying to save my own boyfriend by going against his word but he could never explain why he didn't want it"
"I know why"
"Well please inform me Jah, and don't tell me because it's because the surgery isn't a guaranteed success"
