May POV:
It's been a month since Ski has spoken to Jah. It was killing him on the inside and you can see it but all he does is work, play on the game, and sleep and repeats it the next day. Sometimes he won't look at me which hurt me but I think he was hurt over his friendship as well as gaining this weight. He also has been struggling because only two people knew about his health but he only let Jah go to the appointments now he was going alone. I was cooking some shrimp Alfredo, which was his favorite, and made some garlic bread. Stoke has been working hard nonstop since the fight he had with Jah because now he and Jah weren't working together. They were both competitors in the same race and because of how long they worked on the same team together, they knew each other's tactics when going against one another. Gabe keeps me posted about Ski's mental health and what he does throughout the day but I needed to know what the doctor was saying to him. That info I couldn't get from anyone even if I asked Jah, he wouldn't tell me no matter how the relationship is. When I was finished cooking I was on Instagram and I was scrolling through stories and I came across Jah's. He was talking about how Ski and he fell out but in a respectful way, in my opinion, but then in the next slide it was him blowing up talking about using Ski as a sacrifice and I just knew that wasn't going to fly. I was bout to put my phone down and then I get a text from Serayah and it was to check Ski's story and it was him retaliating to the beef screaming, carrying on about how X was crazy and he is the reason X have the friends he has right now. Talking about how X threatened his peoples and really going on about what sounded very personal. Then there was a video about lyrics and we all know the story of how Ski never steals lyrics because his dad believed that writing lyrics was more important than schoolwork, and Jah did say he made Ski and lyrics is a big piece of who Ski is. They were both clearly mad and I just put my head in my hands because this was stressful. I mean this was ridiculous but stressful because people who referred to each other as best friends and brothers treated it as if they have been at odds the whole time behind the camera and that wasn't the case. I wipe my face with my hand and take a deep breath then I hear a knock at the door. When I get up to get it, I saw that it was Gabe and he looked completely stressed.
"May we need to talk" he said walking right in. He looked more nervous than usual and he kept messing with his hands.
"Wassup Gabe?"
"May you need to see if you can get Ski to calm down and at least hold a conversation with a Jah"
"Gabe I have tried he won't budge, okay. He barely wants to look at me like this has gotten way out of control. For the niggas that hate social media, they both have been using it to express all their aggression lately. We are obviously missing something, this cannot be over no asian bitch rumors. I refuse to believe that is the reason."
"Well May that is all we know that kick started it for all of this shit to happen. I mean we have shows coming up and we can't even get them to talk it out"
"I am living in a house with a man who I feel like don't love me, Jah and Ayana are probably fine and dealing with this issue as a whole. I have to deal with this and my relationship issue, Gabe."
"What do you mean? Ayana hasn't seen Jah in person in like two weeks"
"What? Where is Jah at?"
"I don't know but I know he's been in the studio, trying to finish these last few songs for his question album"
"So he just don't go home?"
"Nah"
"What is wrong with y'all, you guys think you can just up and pick up y'all shit when y'all mad at your homeboys? We are not them but if we live together you can't just leave and not speak to me when you so choose. If we are committed we are committed ain't no leaving when you mad how dare he? Matter a fact Ima go over there tomorrow."
