May POV:
"Girl I cannot believe we got locked up for some bull shit"
"May did you see what you did to Shay's face"
"That bitch deserved it for touching my man", I said rolling my eyes
"You sound dumb that poor girl nose"
"She can buy a new one."
"I am not bout to play with you girl"
We were just talking in this holding cell until someone came to us and said we were bailed out. They give us back out stuff and sign us out. I don't even remember the fight but I remember before and after. When we walked out it was just Serayah and she looked pissed off.
"Well? What's wrong Rah?"
Rayah: "Now I can't believe y'all would fight at Juice event. I know you guys didn't start it but y'all could've at least tried to walk away," she said as we all got in the car and we were heading back to the BnB.
Aya: "We put on our sunglasses that's an indicator that we not tryna fight. They should've stayed they ass home because that's obviously what time they were on"
"On top of that we are from Florida, we don't back down from not a got damn thing, Shay and Jeanna knew that. They caught us at the right time because lord knows. Don't act like we ain't see you and Lidia go back and forth"
Rayah: "Chile, she can't fight. One good slap and that hoe went screaming and crying. She the one who called the police"
"That ain't no surprise, that hoe ain't never did nothing good for nobody here. She also disrespectful out the mouth. On top of that Shay, ass gon to try and con me with a fake paternity test. Like hoe, you were just a toxic bitch. I am a girlfriend, more than what you ever was"
Aya: "Period"
We pulled into the driveway and walked inside. Alexa and the guys were sitting down talking but when we walked in the room went silent. Jah looked so angry like he didn't know what to say. Stoke just looked at me like I was in the wrong.
"Well y'all got anything y'all wanna say?"
Jah: "Sis why you come in here so angry like-"
"Hell nah fuck that, y'all sitting up here acting like these girls ain't been bothering us since we met y'all and when we fight y'all disappointed in us? Y'all was talking shit huh? This some bullshit I'm going to sleep. Fuck everyone in this got damn house y'all think it is easy being tied to y'all when nothing but beef follows y'all around. We are defending all of your names when your not there to do it. So don't be looking at us with a shame face like we did something. The fuck you mean." I walked upstairs and slammed my door. I didn't know what came over me. I shouldn't have talked to any of them like that. I was tired, I had a sit-down with Hollywood Unlocked tomorrow and that's all I am worried about right now.
Ski POV:
"What the fuck what that?"
Jah: "That's your girl"
Gabe: "What did she mean by defending us when we aren't there?"
Aya: "There are some things you guys have failed to realize. When you guys are in the studio or our doing shows people come in our comments or our dm's and say how y'all cheat, this, that, and the third. We aren't used to people trying to beef with us because of our niggas and even if that was the case. Before we knew y'all we could count our haters on one hand and keep our eye on them at all times. Now we have haters from everywhere and that makes it hard. Now May is going through something way more complicated that I really don't think I should share with you guys."
Jah: "Now Redd, you know damn well you have to tell us what you talking about"
"Redd?"
Aya: "A nickname he picked up from my father when they met. My dad used to call me redd or brownin"
Alexa: "Redd and Peaches, these nicknames are great" we laugh but now I needed her to tell me what was up with May.
"Now Redd I know you think keeping this secret for May is you staying out of her business. I know for a fact if we don't know what's going on with her, there will be a time she unhinges and we won't be able to screw her back up. I don't know if you saw Shay's face, but you would have thought a nigga put their hands on her. What is wrong with May?"
Aya: "Well guy's I can't just tell her business. I only know because I was around and overlooked and heard some things"
Jah: "Your lying"
She glared at him and he glared back. The tension was really high.
"Fuck this, Ima just go ask her"
Aya: "NO"
I stopped halfway out of the chair and sat down. I looked at her and she looked scared. She finally broke. Everyone gathered around and Serayah squeezed my shoulder reassuringly.
Aya: "May suffers from two very strong disorders. They can cause her to blackout, get angry, throw fits, be overly happy, overly sad. She suffers from Intermittent Explosive Disorder and Bipolar Disorder. Now it is very rare for people to have both it is usually one or the other so when I found out she let me use her as a case study for school. She was never a lab rat she just let me observe her every day and what medicines she uses."
"Since when the fuck May used medicine?"
Aya: "Well she's been on meds since high school. You lived with her I am surprised you didn't know. You haven't seen her take any medicines?"
"Hell nah, I ain't never seen any damn medicine and we shared a crib for almost two years? Like what the fuck is that? Unless she was sneaking away to take them."
Aya: "No, I remember when she stopped and I told her she needed to go back on them which was right before the whole kidnapping. She promised she would go back on her medicine but if she didn't that means she's made it a long way without an episode. Well until today."
"Ima go talk to her"
Alexa: "Stokeley I don't think that is a good idea. If she is spirling maybe she needs this space to clear her head out"
"Um no I can keep her calm"
Aya: "No you won't, she is stronger than what you may think. She learned from Eric how to mess people up. She just didn't know how to use that energy on him."
"So y'all saying there is nothing I can do?"
Gabe: "There is just not right now vro. Let her cool off and when she is calm maybe talk to her about it. Or just avoid this but always keep watching her"
"This is some bullshit"
Rayah: "Let's not forget you both just got back on good terms. You say the wrong thing and she can flip all the way out on you. You need that to not happen"
Jarad: "We'll think of something man, we, not just gon sit here and let her struggle"
"Yeah," I said getting up and walking outside into where the pool was. It was dark and the city was lit up. I just watched and my chest was fucking aching. I wasn't going to let my pain turn me away from May though. Right now she needs something stable and I can give that to her. I don't know for how long but I can.
