Stoke POV:
We were in Miami and it was hot as hell! I just got done doing my set so I was heading back to the trailer to get changed to go back on stage later. May and Ayana were walking around enjoying the event and Jah, myself, and the other guys were here on business. Performing was lit but I damn near passed out. Me and Jah ended up doing this little re-mixology shit. Something where they be making drinks, we all know Jah can't drink though because he on probation, but they recorded us for youtube.
After that, we ended up heading back to go on stage. We ended up meeting up with the girls and to our surprise, Denzel and Bianka came down for the set as well. We were all heading back towards the stage because we had only a few minutes before showtime.
Ayana: "Babe, I think there is someone here you wanna speak to," she said to Jah and he turns around and it was his mom. Now he said they looked alike but their real-life twins it was weird.
Jah: "Hey mommy!"
Cleo: "Hey Jahseh, how ya do?"
They hugged and shared a convo, that nigga was smiling and shit. You could tell he missed his mama. Once they were done we went back on stage and it was everyone on there. I mean it was like when we would do the small shows here and there in Broward but this time we didn't take up half of the event. The energy from the crowd showed that we were being listened to and that we were going to take over the world.
May POV:
Ayana: "How do you think I did as a first impression?"
Bebe: "I think you did fine, considering it's a concert and not somewhere 'meeting parent' friendly.
"Say's the pregnant one at a concert, your baby is going to be the most energetic goofball"
Bebe: "I sure hope so, don't have time for lazy kids. This one is going to be a football player"
Aya: "She wants an OBJ baby so bad"
"Shoot I would love to have me a football nigga. That is a legal check and some strong muscles"
Bebe: "You better stop before your boyfriend hear's you"
Aya: "Right. You both are trifling I love my boyfriend and that's that."
Bebe: "Bye asf that's because you dickmitized"
Bianka and I start dying laughing and Ayana just stale-faced us. Then we put our attention back to the show. The crowd loved the guys they were screaming forever. Jah brought his mama on stage and after they were done for the night we all went out to eat. Ms. Cleo and Jah looked just alike and the jokes being cracked was ridiculous. The restaurant was going to kick us out but the Gabe told the manager to suck his dick. After we were done eating, everyone basically went their separate ways. The boys decided they weren't done partying so they went out to the club. Bebe came to my house and Ayana and Cleo went and did some bonding at her house. When Bianka and I pulled up to the house we just sat down and we ended up ordering pizza because she was eating for two and I was still hungry.
"So what is it like being pregnant for a rapper nigga who actually wants the baby and no acting like future?"
"Shut up, but it is good. You know he is always there when needed and I don't have to force him to be and he just truly wants this baby. You think you and Ski would make it that far?"
"Even if we did I don't want any kids I'm not mentally prepared considering previous situations."
"May you have to let the past go. You have grown since then and on top of that you are becoming a beautiful young woman and a hustler I mean what gifts has Ski got you other than some food?"
"Nothing and I am not worried about gifts I am here for him, not his money"
"That's all he needs if he doesn't wife you it would be a shame. All I am saying is don't push him away because he is good to you, you may not think you are but you both are this item and you barely hug him in public it's like your afraid to express your feelings for him"
"I am not- Bianka I am just scared okay. I can't go through another situation like 4/20 or anything before that. I know heartache like it's a brother to me. Not saying he doesn't know it but what has been through I don't want him to feel like he has to be gentle or baby me more do I want him to feel like he can dominate me I just want him to be there for me and support me."
"You should really tell him about 4/2-"
"I will not do such a thing! I will not speak of that day. It is painful enough that it was the third time and the things that happened I just don't"
I say looking down, I felt lost because I knew I should tell him deep down. My secrets are mine and if I wanted this relationship I had to be willing to share it. Not right now. Bianka pulls me into a hug and we just sat in silence. I later turned on the tv and then we fell asleep on the couch. When I woke up Bianka was still asleep but Zel and Stoke were walking through the door. They were drunk and Zel was damn near sleepwalking. I put Zel on the couch next to Bianka and I pull Stoke into our room and then I push him on the bed and he just keeps trying to kiss me and hold me but I have two drunk dudes with a pregnant woman in the house. I wake Bianka up and I put her in the guest room and she told me to leave Zel on the couch cause he was already gone. Once everyone was taken care of, I throw away the trash and then I go get in bed. When I lay down Stoke pulls me into him and he just keeps kissing my neck and I could smell the henny. I tried to get him off but he wasn't moving. When I drift off he was mumbling something and I tried to figure out his drunken slur.
"I love you"
I stayed quiet knowing what I heard could be wrong, I just rubbed his arm and his grip got tighter but I felt good, I drifted off into the night and was ready for tomorrow.
