May POV:
So we have been in England for a few days now and we just been drinking, partying, and exploring. I honestly loved being with the girls and being out of the country. I needed this break because lord knows my apartment was not the wave and I honestly just needed to get away from the boys, all of us did. Serayah told us how Jarad and her were on a break from their relationship. I thought that was so crazy because when I met them they were so cute and all boo'd up together. I could tell it was bothering her but she smiled her way through the pain. Bebe was telling us all bout Denzel and how they were gon get a house together as a true married couple would. I have yet to see a ring on my good sis' finger but I was gon have to talk to Zel bout that. Being back around Ski led me to get real close with the boys again, Zel was like a brother to me so I was gon convince him to put a ring on her. Ayana told us how she and Jah were getting really close and how it's not just about the physical but also the emotional and mental aspects of their relationship. She explained how they talked and how she helped him through some of his real tough depressing times. She was working on her Ph.D. to be a Psychologist so she used some of her studies with him to help.
"Damn he really good at hiding his mental issues because I would have never guessed."
Serayah: "Either he really good at hiding or she is really good at seeking them out."
Aya: "I mean when I talk to all the boys they all have different shares of depression and sadness. They all tend to go about things in different ways. I have seen Jahseh in some horrible states of mind and character behind the scenes and I know that I can help. The thing with the boys is that they all use music and smoking and smoking as a mutual outlet to help calm and release their sadness, anger, and anything else that may bother them."
Bianka: "See I couldn't do what you do Aya, I just wanna be a neurosurgeon. You want to read peoples brain and pick out the bad and try to alter it, I just was to take bullets out of them."
We all laugh, Bebe was so silly sometimes even though she acts as the mom of the group. I have been texting Ski the whole trip and he seemed to be having a good time. He texted me and told me that the boys are going on tour. I told the girls and we all took a video celebrating the guys and their success getting their own tour. We popped a bottle for them from England and tonight we decided we were going to go out. Instead of going for a baggy baddie, we went for a bad bitch in heels look.
Fits:
Serayah:May