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Chapter 11

(TW)
(Eating disorder)

*tommy POV*

After i got dressed i start to walk out to go to see Tubbo and Wilbur, i already feel awkward enough thinking about how i yelled at Tubbo and now I have to see him as well? I thought he went home after i yelled at him..

Walk down the stairs and i can hear something on the TV, it sounds like greys anatomy I'm guessing Tubbo out it on because he's obsessed with that show, i walk into the living room/kitchen area and see Tobbo on his phone Wilbur putting a string into his guitar, guessing that that's why he stopped playing in the middle of his new songs he's working on 'losing face' (i know its an old one but its such a good song).

"Hey guys" i say as i walk over to the sofa opposite to Tubbos, Wilbur was sat on the floor leaning against the sofa that tubbo was sat on with his guitar. "Hey toms" will said to me as he was just finishing up tuning his guitar. Wills the only person i let call me 'toms' because he's the person i feel most comfortable around, everyone else calls me Tommy or tom.

"Hey will! Hey Toby..." i said, I'm still a bit annoyed with Tubbo for pushing me a bit far earlier today but ill get over to, I'm just being too sensitive i guess, "hey Tommy, you okay?" Tubbo said while still looking at his phone. "Yeah I'm okay, pass the remote?"i said holding my hand out for him to pass it to me "k, here you go, what you putting on?" He asked finally putting his phone down "i don't know, probably a move or something"

We all decide to put 'avengers endgame' on after about 10 minuets of looking around Netflix and sky cinema. The movie was a few house long so before we put it on me, will and Tubbo decide to take a walk to the shop before watching the movie to get some snacks.

The shop was about a 5 minuet drive and a 15 minuet walk so we all desire to just walk to get some 'fresh air' as will said to me,it was a nice walk there, we talked about how much we all liked 'the avengers' and about streams and when i should stream again, but we divide to just put streaming on hold for now, i ask Wilbur to tell me when he thinks i should start to stream again and he agrees.

On the way to the shop i cant stop thinking about if i should actually eat any of the snacks or not, i mean, Tubbo already knows a bit about what i do to myself after i think I've eaten too much, uhh i don't know what to do, I don't want to worry them or stress them out, I'll worry about it after at wills house i guess

We get to the shop and we immediately go to the junk food isle in the store, it was a massive Tesco's ad will is saying that he's going to pay for what ever we want to get, Tubbos runs over to all of the chocolate and grabs 2 bars of Galaxy chocolate, 2, 2 letter bottles of coke, squashes, and some other food as well. Will grabs some of the same stuff as Tubbo but he grabbed some rainbow lashes which Tubbo didn't get but he doesn't  like them so that's probably why. Wilbur turns to me after they grabbed everything he and Tubbo wanted and all i was carrying was some gapes and a small milk for me to sit and drink while watching the movie "is that all you want Tommy? You can have some chocolate or sweets if you like as well, you don't have to only have grapes" he said to me looking confused but i just said I wasn't that hungry, I ran I wasn't lying because I'm not hungry.

After we have finished shopping and Wilbur pays for everything like he said we would, most of the way home they where trying to get me to go back and get more food for myself but i just kept on saying no, eventually they gave up and Wilbur started talking about some of his new songs he's been working on recently and that he plans to stream even more now that's he's got a bigger house he can set up his office in his house instead of having to go to an actual office everyday to do all of his streams.

He he's on about how great its going to be for him to start to stream again and how excited he is and how he cant wait. I really want to start streaming again but i know its not the right time to yet, i haven't been on Instagram, twitch or twitter in ages since everything happened.

"I need to go back to my house tomorrow guys" i said interrupting Wilbur without thinking, i already regret it, i know it wasn't the right moment to say it, i don't even know where it came from "why do you need to go back?" Wilbur asked "i have school in 2 days and all my uniform is there, and all my clothes that i packed are all dirty now" i said, now thinking about anything I'm saying " okay, i guess i can come with you tomorrow if you want me to Tommy?" Tubbo asked me "um.. okay sure" i said back, Tubbos the only person who has ever been to me my house so i feel the most comfortable with him coming, he knows what a state my house is in apart from my room which i had to keep clean for the camera.

When we got back to walking into the living room me and Tubbo set all the snacks they had brought with wills money up on the table will went into the kitchen to get some cups for the coke, after it was all set up will and i went into our bed rooms to get some banquets to put over us while we watched the movie, Wilbur got extra  for Tubbo, it was almost 10 pm before we could started the movie it took us ages to go to the shop, get back and set everything up but we could finally watch it.

I didn't eat much during that movie so i felt okay after it finished, Tubbo fell asleep on the sofa at some point so we left him there and me and Wilbur said good night to each other and want into our own rooms to go to sleep, its about 1 am so I'm pretty tiered but it was the first good night I've had in ages so i'm glad i stayed up so late with them tonight, tomorrow i have to go back to the house, I'm not sure how i feel about that but I'm sure it'll be okay.

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Sorry this chapter was a bit boring but the story is going to get better so just wait! I hope you enjoyed I'm trying to update daily so i hope you guys are likening it! Also, thank you guys for soooo many reads it means so much to me! Hope you guys enjoyed this part even if it is bad lol, dont forget to vote as well coz it help out getting the story to even more people!

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