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Chapter 28

(TW)
(self-harm mentions, suicide mentions, yelling, crying, think that all if i miss any let me know)

(Tubbo POV)

(Just before he gets kicked out of the hospital)

I look over at tommy and I can see blood dripping down drop his arms from newly formed cuts all over his arm. Why would he do this? I just got him back! I can't owe him again! Without thinking I start yelling at him. I can't remember exactly what I said to him, it felt kind of lucid lol I wasn't there, I was just watching watching myself from 3rd person view, like I wasn't me at that moment. All I can remember clearly yelling at tommy and him crying and then not long after Will coming in and yelling at me, and before I knew it I was being dragged out of the hospital my security.

I stood outside of the hospital after getting thrown out of it by security after my little lucid outburst in Tommy's hospital room. I felt bad about how must yelling did at tommy, I just can't lose him, I hope he's not too mad at me. I have to apologise to him as soon as I can, I want to do it in person though.

I took my phone out and sent my dad a text message asking him to pick me up, less then a minuet later he texted me back saying he would be here in 10 minuets and that he was on his way.

5 minuets passed and i saw wilbur and tommy walking out of the hospital, i could see tommys face, it was red and puffy, it made me feel even worse, i started to walk over to them but i look over at the entrance to the hospital and saw the same doctor who treated tommy and saved his life glaring at me very intensely, so i decided to stay put where i was and wait for my dad 'I'll talk to them later' i thought to myself.

After a few minuets i see my dad pull up in his car and i hop in, i didnt talk must on the way home just listened to my music using my headphones. About 10 minuets later we arrived back at our house, we get out of the car and go in the house, its only me and my dad at home right now because my mum took lani (tubbos sister) out shopping for some school stuff for her.

The first thing i do is go into the kitchen to get some food as I haven't eaten since last night before i went to the hospital to see tommy. I look in the freezer and grab a large cheese and pepperoni pizza and shut the door, i put it into the oven for 30 minuets

I leave the kitchen and head upstairs into my room, i walk in and I sit down at my desk and turn on my pc, when its all set up and log onto mincecraft i log onto the dream SMP and i see that wills online so i messaged him

You whispered to WilburSoot> hey will

WilburSoot whispered to you> tubbo.

You whispered to WilburSoot> I'm sorry can i talk to tommy?

WilburSoot whispered to you> no you cant

You whispered to WilburSoot> please wilbur

WilburSoot whispered to you> why just so you can yell at him again?

You whispered to WilburSoot> i just want to apologise to him

WilburSoot whispered to you> not right now tubbo

I didnt relies that i was crying until now, are they this mad at me? I dont want them to be mad at me, I'm truly sorry for what i did why cant they just see that?

You whispered to WilburSoot> Can i come over?

WilburSoot whispered to you > what do you think tubbo.

You whispered I WilburSoot> please will

WiilburSoot whispered to you> no tubbo

You whispered to WilburSoot> is tommy okay at least?

WilburSoot whispered to you> no, no he's not i have to go now. Bye tubbo

<WilburSoot left the game>

Log out of the game as well, and turn off my pc and lay down on my bed, trying not to fall sleep but of cause i fell asleep within seconds

*times skip 4 hours*

I woke up cursing myself for sleeping for so long.
I look over to the clock on my wall and see its 7pm

I felt a wave of guilt rush over me, i have to see tommy, i dont care what wilbur says, i have to see him today. I roll out of my bed and slip my nike shoes off with my blue jumper with a bee on the front of it, i walk into my dads office whee he was still working even though it was a Saturday and ask to use his car as my mum and sister where still out shopping and are using the main car, i see a plate on his dash that still had half a pizza on it, guess he ate my pizza, oh well that fine ill grab something on the way home

He chucks me his keys and i rush out of the house and into the car, the time now reads 7:15pm they are probably eating right about now, or watching a movie or something since neither of them are streaming which didn't shock me very much consider what had jus happened, i start up the car and start to drive to wilburs house, its about a 15 minuet drive so i have time to think about what to say when i get there at least

I pull up to wilburs house and gather my thoughts, i can see the living room lights on along with the kitchen lights as well, i turn off the engine and hop out of the car, i walk up to the grunt door and knocked on it.

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