(TW)
(Mentions of suicide, scars, slight panic, mentions of self harm, lights anxiety, if I miss any tell me)
*time skip until Tommy's already in the hospital and wills in the waiting room*
*wilburs POV*
I've been waiting for what felt like for eternity for a doctor to come back out and let me know if he's made it, so far I've been here for just over an hour and no one has said anything to me yet
*ding*
Tubbo:
How's tommy?
Shit, he didn't even know he's i the hospital yet, I still haven't told him,
You:
Not great, you might wanna come
to the hospital...
Tubbo:
Why?
What happened?
WILBUR!
You:
He tried to off himself and I'm still
waiting for someone to tell me if
he's okay
Tubbo:
omw now keep me updated
About 10 minutes have passed since tubbo texted me and a doctor comes out "are you here for Thomas simons?" He asks me "yes! Oh my god! Is he okay? Did he make it...?" I bombarded him with the questions "yes he made it, he should be awake soon, you can wait in there if you like?" I sighed in relief "okay thank you so much! What room is he in?" He looked though some papers on him clip board and said "he's in room 245 down the hall" with a half smile
I shoot tubbo a text and head over
I walk in and see him a sleep still, he looks so peaceful when he sleeps, i walk over to a seat by the bed and let my mind wonder... how bad was his farther to him? Where his parents this bad that it drove him to suicide? I'm going to kill his parents if they ever get out I swear to god...
I hear a a soft moan as tommy begins to regain consciousness.
*tommys POV*
I begin to regain my consciousness and wake up, the bright while light start to blind me as I open my eyes, I try to sit up but get pushed back down by a hand on my chest pushing my to lay down again, I look around the room frantically trying to figure out where I am, then it all hits me
The memories from last night, shit
I remember me trying to loop myself ast night and saying that stuff to wilbur about me not wanting to be here, it's still kind of true but I am some what happy that I'm alive I guess...
"Hey toms... how are you feeling bud?" I hear wills voice and I look over seeing him sitting on the chair in front of the door next to my bad I turn around so he can't see me, not responding to him, I'm too ashamed and embarrassed to reply to him. Ashamed because i actually almost killed myself and embarrassed because it failed
"Toms... can you look at me?" He asked softly, i hastily turn over and face him, tears threatening to poor out of my eyes, "toms I'm so fucking sorry" he gives me a sorrowful look "w-why are y-you sorry?" I asked him trying my best not to stutter but it don't really work "because I couldn't help you enough, I'm so sorry Tommy" "will, i-it's not hyoid fault okay? I-it's mine, i-I wanted this" he looked at me with glossy eyes, somehow non of us are crying yet.
"Tommy can you tell me the truth for a second...?" He asked with a hint of hesitation in him voice "o-okay.." I answered I feel a bit weary but I have to, for him
"How are you? Like, how do you feel?"
"Honestly will, I feel like shit, I-I'm ashamed a-and embarrassed... a-and I hate l-life" I mumbled that last part but he still heard it and he pulled me into a big hug, I flinched back at first but soon melted into it after I realised that it was only Will "tommy, you shouldn't have to feel like this, I'm going to help you though this okay?" I just nodded and hugged him back
Free a minute of hugged we pulled apart after we heard the door open and saw a worried tubbo running into the room and over to me "Tommy!!" He shouted as he pulled me into a big hug, I melted into that one as well, he then proceeded to slap the back of my head "ow! What was that for?" I asked rubbing the back of my head "don't scare me like that again okay?" He said pulling my back into another good "okay..." I said not really auditable becuad my head was buried into his neck but he still heard it and said "good, you better not."
We talked for a few minutes until the doctor came into the room, he asked wilbur and tubbo to leave him room "p-please don't leave!" I said in a slightly panicked voice "don't worry tos we won't if you don't want us to, isn't that right?" Will asked looking at the doctor and tubbo, tubbo just hums sitting back down in his chair same as will and the doctor just sighs clearly not happy about it but dosent protest against it
He starts to ask some questions about all of the scares on my arms... about my thoughts... about parents... at some point to got a bit too much but no one noticed because i mange's to calm myself down before it got too bad, well, Will might of noticed because he started rubbing my back, which help so I calmed down and just carried on
This went on for about 30 minutes to an hour. He eventually he stopped asking questions, he was a bit pushy if I do say so, I'm just glad that that's over with now, "all seams to be okay for now... you can leave within the next 24 hours since you seem to be recovering quickly, the only condition of you going back to you're house and not a psych ward is if you can get yourself a therapist" he says slightly stuck up but I brush it off and look over at Will who looks at me approvingly and nods his head "that will be arranged for him as soon as he leave don't worry."
Will says to him and tubbo just nods again "perfect, as you are him current carer I will need to talk to you about some stuff before he leaves but apart from that you can leave when ever you like!" The doctor says to Will in a slightly more cheerful way "okay, should we go outside to talk?" Will asked the doctor "yes that would be appropriate follow me please" they both leave the room
Me and tubbo start to pack the very few things we had, all we had a a few bottles of water, a change of clothes, our phone chargers and a laptop, but that was about it
We sit on the bed and wait for Will to come back
N/A
I'll past the next part over this weekend I think....
Hope you guys all enjoyed this part it was a bit harder to write that's why it's not as good but I've got some ideas idk how much is left of this book but there's probs quite a bit i think coz I've got loads of ideas yet lol wish me luck! Dont forget to vote at 1k votes and post a reallllly long chapter for you guys! And it also motivates me so much more to write lol but yea if you haven't done so oreads vote!!!!
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