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Chapter 29

(TW)
(Suicide mentions, self harm mentions, slight anxiety,)
(Let me know if I missed any)

*wilburs POV*

I logged off minecraft and shut down my pc, i was starting to get thirsty but I'm too scared to leave tommy alone, what if he wakes up? What if he tried to off himself again? What if he hurts himself again? , i can wait, I'm not dying yet so its fine, ill wait or him to wake up.

I grabbed my headphones of my desk next to my bed that tommy was asleep on and watched some YouTube on my phon while sitting on the sofa i my bedroom, keeping tommy in my view at all times.

About 2 hours passed and i was starting to get a bit bored of just watching YouTube at this point, i should probably wake up tommy soon so we can get some food but ill let him sleep for another hours as its only 5pm right now.

I close down YouTube and open up instagram, scrolling through it and eventually get bored, closing it and opening discord, i saw a DM from Phil and dream, both asking if tommy was okay becuase they haven't heard from him, i ignored them deciding to respond later get tommy to message them after dinner.

A bit of time passed and it was about 6pm so i decided to wake up tommy to get some dinner, i walked over to the bed his way laying on and slowly shake him awake, he looked so peaceful when he slept but he was to get up for food, who knows when the last time he ate a proper meal was?

"Tommy.. tommy.. its time to get up.. c'mon mate" his eyes slowly fluttered awake "5 more minuets?" He said as he shut his eyes again "no tommy c'mon, we gotta go eat" i heard him sigh after i said that, i know he doesn't like to eat but he has to, to get better, ill help him

After a few seconds he rolls over and get out of bed, he grabs his jacket of of the floor and puts it on, "lets go then i guess" he sounded a bit disappointed, i can understand why though i guess "yeah lets go" i said as we walked though the house into the kitchen

"What would you like to ea, you can pick" i said trying to sound enthusiastic for him, he sat down at one of the chairs around the Island in the middle of the kitchen and said "d-do i have to eat..?" I could tell he was a bit scared to ask that question "yes tommy, I'm sorry, you haven't eaten properly in a day or 2 now, just eat as much as you can okay?" I said encouragingly, he sighed again and then spoke up "what- what do y-you have?"

I took notice of the way he said "you" dose he not think this his home as well? "Tommy, its we, its not only my home, its youre home as well, this is our home" he nodded his head but i could tell he wasn't entirely convinced though.

I turned to the freezer and started to list things we could eat "we have got... pizza.. chicken nuggets.. bacon.. spaghetti.. pasta.. meatballs.. and i think that about it, I haven't been shopping yet." I said turning back around to him. Watching him fiddle with the cuffs of this jacket, i could tell he was a bit uncomfortable "c-can we have some pasta?" He asked "of cause, ill put it on now!" I said and turn around to start cooking

i put the hot water into the on and put the spaghetti into it and turned on the oven to start cooking it, I turned to tommy saying "c'mon let's go sit down while we wait for the pasta to boil" and started walking to the sofa with tommy following me

We sat down for 5 minutes Tommy still fiddling with the cuffs of his jacket until he spoke "I-I'm just going to go to the bath room" I gave him a worried look, last time he went into that bathroom he tried to kill himself, what if it happens again? "Don't worry wil, I'm still struggling yeah but I'm happy you saved me... I think..." and with that he walks off down the hall towards the bathroom

I feel so bad that the once loud, extremely energetic kid, is now quiet, shy, scared all because of his parents, I hope they get locked up forever, how's Tommy going to take it seeing his parents again? In court for their trial to make sure they stay locked up.

I hear the pasta boiling over so I walk over to turn down the oven, I look over at the time and it reads 7:25pm

"I'm back" tommy says as he walks into the kitchen and stands next me, reaching up to the cupboard above our head and brings out a pasta sauce and hands it to me "use this one" he says and walks back into the living room putting the tv on watching Netflix which sounds like it could be '13 reasons why'
I've never seen it before but I've heard him watching it in his room a few times

I was just about to add in the sauce when I hear I knock at the door "I'll get it!" I hear tommy yell to me as I watched him walk towards the door, he opens it and I see tubbo there

I walk over to him and I immediately felt guilt rush over me straight the way his eyes where blood shot, face wa read and puffy and his heir was a mess, he just looks an all round mess

I looked over at tommy I could quite tell his expression it he had a hint of surprise in his face with some happiness and something else why I couldn't quite tell

Tubbo makes eye contact with me, he mouths what looks to be like the word 'please'

I'm guessing he just wanted to talk with Tommy like he said earlier, I'm still not happy with him and the show he put on earlier in the hospital but I nodded my head in return to tell him he can talk to Tommy, I felt like an older brother to tommy and that I had to shield him from all harm, and tubbo hurt him, so that now involves tubbo.

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