Datura - Bucky Barnes

Dalliance

Dalliance ~ brief and casual involvement with someone

Flashback, January 6 2005
"Ready?" Rumlow looks at me.

I ignore him, "Boost me up."

I climb his back to reach the window. I give Rumlow a hand, helping him up.

We walk into a room where a man and woman were doing the deed.

Disgusting.

I close my eyes and shoot my gun, killing them both. Oh thank god I didn't have to see that.

"Rumlow. Get the tags," I say with my eyes still closed.

I hear him grab the ID tags and I open my eyes, as he gives me one. He reads the names off the tags, "Mary Kayse and Jared Kayse. Looks like we're married."

I roll my eyes and take the woman's tag from him, "Let's go."

Back to normal

I stir slightly, opening my eyes. The first thing they land on is the shirtless Bucky beside me.

Ah fuck.

I lost my virginity. To my brother's best friend.

I try to get up but his large, metal arm was draped over me, making it impossible for him to move. I guess he felt me move in his sleep because he pulled me even closer, my body now pressed against his. I needed to get out of this situation.

I try to lift his metal arm, causing him to stir.

"Mmm," he notices me, "Morning."

"Morning Bucky."

He stares at me for a moment and his hand starts to run through my hair. I sigh and pull away, "Look Bucky, last night was great but it can't happen again. It was late at night and there was just a mood and it was post mission..."

It hurt me to say this. I wanted last night to happen again, it was amazing. As much as an ass as he is, Elias was right. I'm merely a weapon. The only value I have would be Stevie's sister, and that's the only reason I'm here right now. The only reason I'm risking being alive. I could not let HYDRA get me again. Bucky deserved better than someone like me.

"Bucky I'm sorry," I try to say.

"No I get it," he gets up from the bed.

"Buck...," I try once again. He ignores me and walks out the room. I sigh. It was for the best.

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Bucky Barnes POV
"Buck...," she says once again. I ignore her and leave the room. I actually thought it meant something. I've been with multiple girls before HYDRA, I was the kind of person to take a different one home every night. But none of them made me feel the way Thea did.

Oh shit. Steve. I slept with his sister. Yeah he doesn't need to know that.

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A few days later
Thea Rogers POV

"I'm boreddddd," I whine to Nat.

She rolls her eyes, "We should go out to a club."

"Is that all you guys do? Party?"

She shrugs, "Yeah pretty much. Let's get dressed."

We go up to our rooms and pick out two dresses. I decided to straighten my dirty blonde hair and apply eyeliner and lip gloss. Light makeup.