Being Sugas Stylist [Suga x Reader]

Shattered Glass ( Ch. 18 )

Y/N= Your Name Y/L= Your Last Name

Silence is the only thing you heard. Black is the only color you saw. The darkness scared you and all you wanted to do was be with Suga once more.

You wake up and your eyes slowly adjust to the bright light. You open your eyes seeing you in a blue hospital gown. You feel pain in your stomach area and aren't able to move quickly.

You look around the room and see a nurse to your right fixing some liquid that is connected to a needle that's in your vein.

You say "excuse me" and the nurse looks over and smiles. She says "oh your awake i'm so glad" she walks over to you. You look around and see nobody in the room.

"Where's Suga" you say with worried and lost eyes. The nurse is checking your vitals and says "who's who?" You look over and say "Suga where is he? I need to go and find him" you say as you try to get up.

The nurse stops you and says "woah there girl, you aren't going anywhere till your fully recovered." She proceeds to say "do you have any family we can call for you?"

You lay back and say "no it's just me, but can you hand me my phone." The nurse opens the drawer and pulls out your phone. You then say "thank you" and the nurse walks out the door.

You open your phone up and go to Sugas contact and you have no calls or texts from him. Did he not care about what happen?

You call him and put the phone to your ear and hear it ring with no answer. You then call Da-hee and she answers and you say "hey it's Y/N i'm in the hospital and just woke up. Do you know where Suga is by any chance?"

"OH MY GOSH Y/N! Are you okay? I've been needing to go see you but i got caught up with work. Y/N there is something i need to tell you though and it's about Suga."

Your heart sank to your stomach as you think the worst. "What is it Da-hee what happened" you say with a worried tone. "Y/N Suga gave me a letter to give you and he looked like he had gone through a lot handing it to me. I don't know where he is but i know somethings up. I'm about to ge off work so i'll come by the hospital to give it to you."

The call ends and you sit there staring into nothing. Everything is blank and you question whether Suga really cared for you at all through the time you both spent together.

Da-hee arrives later and walks in the room. You sit up and she walks in with a thrilled look on her face. "Ahh i'm so glad your okay Y/N" she says with a smile.

She sits down next to you and you both are serious. Da-hee grabs the letter Suga wrote from her bag and hands it to you. You grab the letter and open it slowly and then you read this.

Y/N,

I'm sorry i couldn't protect you like i should of. You were right saying it was selfish of me wanting to be with you but i couldn't help it. You almost lost your life being with me. I cant ever allow that to happen again. I made sure your hospital bills were paid and everything is back to normal as if nothing happened. I loved you with everything i was but now that has to end. If your reading this just know i'm doing this because i love you. Goodbye Y/N.
- Min Yoongi

Tears fall down your face and you can't feel anything anymore. The thing you cherished the most in life and loved the most was gone. Everything inside your heart shattered like thin glass.

Da-hee hugs you tightly and says "it's gonna be okay Y/N i promise." Those words reminded you of the last words you heard from Suga "i won't let anything happen to you Y/N i promise." Thats the last you ever heard his voice.

That night Da-hee left and you were alone in the dark room with nobody by your side. You decide to go to the front desk to see who all visited you during your 3 days of sleeping.

You sit up slowly with your stomach still in pain and you walk over to the door and open it. You walk to the front desk and say "excuse me but is there anyway i can see who all has visited me while i was asleep?"

She nods her head and begins looking through some papers and hands you one. You look and it is a column full of times and signatures. The only name you see on there is Sugas.

Everyday at 15:00 he checked in and always checked out at 19:30. Tears swell up in your eyes and the nurse notices saying "are you alright dear?"

You smile and hand back the paper saying "yes thank you." Then you walk back to your room and sit on the bed. You stare out the window at the stars which you and Suga once looked at together.

You fall asleep with only him on your mind.

The next morning your woken up to the sound of someone next to you. You open your eyes and it's a nurse. She notices your awake and says "well good morning Y/N i have good news for you. Your wound is healed up nicely and your being discharged today, but with all the medicine you've had to take you can't be hard on your self of you could catch a fever or something worse."

You sit up saying "okay thank you" and the nurse says "your belongings are on that chair by the bed so feel free to leave whenever today."

You pack your things and change your clothes as the only clothes you have are the clothes from that night but they sewed up the tear and washed the stain of blood away.

You have all your things and you walk out the door of the hospital and head to your old apartments.

You enter the apartment building and unlock the door. You walk through and look around and everything is still in its place. The memories of being with Suga in here flood and leave you still broken.

You walk to your bedroom and open up the door seeing your suitcase you brought to the members house.

You slowly walk over to it and open it up seeing all your clothes folded perfectly in place. All the clothing pieces you see all hold memories of the outfits you wore when being with Suga.

You almost begin to tear up but suddenly you hear your apartment door open. You freeze as you don't know who else it could be. Was it Suga coming back to you?

You walk with hope out of the bedroom door and see Sung-ho your ex standing there in front of you. Your in shock seeing him as your scared of what intentions he comes through the door with.

"Did you miss you Y/N cause i sure missed you."