Skip a week
You both got really close and u were cuddled up when jaden said something
Jaden:" omg she is so hot"
You:" who let me see"
Jaden was staring at his phone and showed me a picture of...
Mads
Ofc her she is beautiful
Jaden:" im going on a date witz her tn." He said while getting up and left
Wow i mean
I like him like a lot
And then he does shit like that
I started crying
*skip a few days*
( im sorry for skipping just have some ideas)
I am in a black hole
Again
Im depresed
And i not just say that
I went to the doc when my mom died
Today ine year ago she died
Its 7 am and i woke up
Its monday so i have school
But i have to go in school in Person
Im not talking to anyone not even tayler or bryce
They are really worried
Like really
But i am depresed it got better during hanging with jaden
But now im All Down again
⚠️tw⚠️( guys pls dont cut yourself and please eat ily all and u r perfect it's just for the story)
I haven't really been eating but im just not hungry
I started hitting myself
Today was a really bad day i really miss my Mom
I mean really
Scince she died i got really bad Depression
I didn't ate
But all my friends and my family knew that so it's fine just not jaden
So i Think je wont understand
I got ready i put on some black sweatpants and a big Black Hoodie
Then i went downstairs
I hate having my bad Depression bc now i have to go to the doc
Im used to it bc my mental health is so bad
I haven't oNlY Depression i have also really bad panic attacks
I went downstairs
Tayler:" ella are you in your Bad State again" he can just look at me and See that i have it bad again
I know u Think im just sad that jaden had a date but no
I wasn't das bc of that
Ok well im sad bc of that but that's not why i got back in that sate of Depression it just comes some times and then i cant go out of it again for a half of a year or shit like that
My friends dont try to make me happy they are just there for me bc they know i can't really get happy
And i can't really Talk or something
Some of my teachers know too tayler always calls the school and say that they can't call me out
Im just sitting in my room and going to school thats all
Then tayler drove me to school after calling my teacher
I left the car and saw avani and nessa both smiled and then looked at me
Avani's POV
I was just chilling at school with nessa waiting for ella then i saw her and shit i saw her in her bad State and looked at nessa she nodded and they went over
Back to your POV
I went into school and to the locker
I had a picture of my mom in it so i said on the floor just looking at the picture
Then i heard a familuary voice ofc it was...
