I saw jaden
Ofc
he was mad at me ig
I looked at him and he looked at me with a 'why are u here' face
I just couldnt answer him i dont want everyone to know that about me
Tayler:" Jaden and any hey"
Jaden and his family are friends witz my family
Amy:" hey what are u doing here"
Tayler looked at me and i shooked my head
Tayler:" im sorry i cant tell u"
She nodded and now jaden was a bit worried
Then the doc came in the waiting room and saw me
Doc:" im sorry sweety, come with me"
She is like this just to me bc she know me very well il here really often bc of my Depression
I looked at jaden he he just looked at me his face was full of question i could tell
Then i went witz the doc
*jadens pov*
I was at the doc bc i was just checking on me yk
Then ella walked in but why was she here she wasnt talking she just shook her head and tayler said she dont want to Talk about it
She was weird tze whole day
This morning i thought it was because i was on a date and shes just jelous but she didn't talked to anyone rn i was a bit worried
I was still mad at her that she wouldn't Talk to me
Then the doc came in she saw ella she just was sweet like they were friends Or something like that tayler just sat Down beside me
Amy:" btw i know that's not the reason u r here but ik it's a hard day especially for ella"
Jaden:" what is today what happend
She was weird today"
Tayler:" yeah so today a year ago our mom died and no that's not the reason we r here and she is not acting like this bc of her mom its something ella won't everyone to know and that's fine its her decidion who to tell not really many people know just the docs avani nessa bryce me and some teachers yk"
I nodded slowly
Idk what to say im going to hug her later
Back to ella's POV
I just went with the doc in a room
Doc:" u r in a bad State again but it's going to be ok but its going to be a long jorney again"
I just nodded she knew i cant really Talk
Doc:" so did u cut again"
I nodded and showed her
She nodded she wasnt shocked or she wasnt going to say i should stop
I knew its bad but im not hitting bad just a bit At the start
Then she checked me out and said i could go now
Doc:" bye sweety i will See u in 2 days again ok"
I left the room and went to tayler
I texted hin that we r going here again in 2 days than jaden got up and he wanted to hug me but i stopped away
Everyone who knows about them they know i can't really hug anyone
Im just here and crying or Feeling nothing and staring at the Wall all Night
Jaden looked confuced but i just can't tell him
Then me and tayler went to the reception Table
Tayler:" we need a Termin in 2 days again"
The Lady nodded and gave us one then we left
Jadens POV
I was going to hug ella but she just moved away then her and tayler went to the Front desk i heard that they have an appointment in 2 days AGAIN
