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fifteen.

Heather.

I handed Bridgette the pregnancy test as soon as I was finished. The three minutes felt like four hours. I don't think I had ever been so anxious in my life. I stared at Bridgette leaning over the sink, glancing at her phone to check the time every few seconds. She suddenly looked up at me, flipped the test, and spoke. "Heather," she said. "Yeah?" I responded shakily. "It's time". She pulled me into a hug. I knew she must've felt sorry for me, but I felt worse for Alejandro. I may have completely switched his life upside down. If this baby was happening, I knew I wouldn't force him. I mean, I wouldn't want to be forced. We were teenagers. Only eighteen. How on earth would I be able to support a child and myself. That was why I wanted it to be negative so badly. Turns out, I was wrong.

Very wrong.

It was positive.

Bridgette handed me the test with it reading "pregnant". I looked up at her. I felt so small at that moment. I was carrying a life in me. I sobbed hard as I ran my hand up and down my stomach. What the actual fuck was I going to do? How would I tell him? How would I tell my mother? Would I be known as the school's very own slut? So, there I was. Balling my eyes out on the empty bathroom floor of a very occupied Italian hotel with one of my best friends. All of this, while the father was playing outside in the pool. Probably splashing DJ laughing. I seriously had fucked up his life.

What the hell would I do now?

a/n yeah that's all for tonight. you will definitely need popcorn for tmrws.