total drama high school
I have personally looked absolutely everywhere for the storyline in my head so please correct me if it's the exact same as someone else's.
this book is definitely a trust the process 😭
first book i ever wrote so ur welcome...
a/n guess who's sick with a cold rn 😍 IM WATCHING THE NOTEBOOK AND IM FEELING SO MANY EMOTIONS AND I MAY OR MAY NOT BE IN LOVE WITH RYAN GOSLING also, this can be an emotional chapter for some viewers and i want to let you know that you are definitely free to skip ahead once you reach the TW. en ey wayz let's get onto the story shall we
courtney
"okay, i'll see you soon, bye love you" i said to my head over heals boyfriend over the phone. we had been together since the breakup for a big while now and we decided to celebrate our progress. we made the choice to arrange a date in the green woods. like a picnic. no one ever went to the woods so it would be super romantic. just in case something happened, i decided to notify Bridgette where Duncan and i were going, you know, if something happened. soon enough, the date arises. and only the very beginning of the nightmare began. duncan showed up at my wooden doorstep romantically. i was absolutely swooned with how much effort he put imto this. he really wanted it to be perfect. too bad his dreams were crushed at the seems. i just wore a cute animal print top and a basic white skirt.
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a smile spread across my face when duncan showed up. he actually looked decent. i was pretty enthusiastic to get going. "hey princess" he said as he kissed my cheek paired with a cute smile. i gave him a short hug then led him to the car. "jesus woman calm your shits" he said as he attempted to become free of my tight grip. "charming" i said as i shot him a look reading better stop now love. the woods was only a fifteen minute drive from where i live so we just jammed to some music, and i was in charge of the aux may i add, my taste is to die for. after a nice musical drive, accompaimed with the regular conversation, we eventually made it to our common destination.
you see, when i say "woods" i actually just mean a cute picnic area with trees around it where couples go on dates and sometimes enjoy a makout session. i was too classy to swap tongue in public, even though heather would beg to differ. so in conclusion when i mean "woods" i don't mean any mystic falls crap.
a/n i better see no one giving me tvd slander 😤 only r*verdale slander is aloud here. lols pls don't take any offence lmao.
"smells like shit" said duncan as he prepared our blanket. i put down the hand i was carrying the sandwiches with and placed it on my hip. "so dreamy" i said sarcastically. he let out a chuckle. "hey i brought you here didn't i?" he asked pretending to be offended. "yeah" i replied as i made my way to the grass. he examined me with his bright teal eyes. "you look cute today" he stated. i looked down at myself and nodded. "as do you" i properly said. we engaged in some great conversation and binged on some amazing dishes that i prepared the day before. the date was going pretty well to be honest. I had even convinced him to watch the notebook with me once we got to my place!
suddenly, i saw a familiar shadow come closer to us by the minute. the shadow was Justin. i noticed Duncan become more tense but bit my tongue on pointing it out. besides, the narcissistic dick was with a girl. some annoying katie girl who had been obsessing over him for months. she's one half of her duo, the other one is Sadie. both completely annoying, both completely ear drum murderers. i greeted justin politely, wanting forget about the whole situation. however, he stared at me like he was undressing me with his eyes. i got uncomfortable and could tell Duncan was becoming aggravated. this wasn't good. after sharing some looks with Duncan, he began to wrap up the conversation in his most polite voice possible. I think "beat it hexagon ass" was his best option. Justin eventually pissed off and everything was well and dandy. apart from my bladder. I desperately had to use the bathroom. as one does. little did I know, once I entered, my life would change in the worst way possible. Once I had finished my business, i made my way to the sink to wash my hands. then I saw him. Justin. standing there. totally perverted. "Justin, I can see you. please go and find another hobby that doesn't involve being a perverted dick" I said in a tone. he smirked disgustingly. "it's okay, I like a good challenge."
TW//⚠️ mention of rape, perverted actions ⚠️
a/n feel free to skip to a late chapter if anything above triggers you ❤︎
he then suddenly went to cup my chest, next thing you know my ass was being occupied from the same action. i fought back. I screamed. i cried. i begged. my only goal was to make him stop touching me. I threatened him. he didn't budge. i felt so violated. so weak. so defeated. in a situation like this, the first thing i would do is fight back. use self defence. but i couldn't bring myself to do it. I forgot all of it. there was nothing left of me. it was almost like I had given myself to him, therefore, it was my fault. all these compulsive thoughts rushed through my scull. and then, it went so silent you could hear my racing pulse.
bang.
a/n just noting that this was a difficult chapter to write purely because of how many woman and men go through this daily. yes, men can be sexually harassed and r*ped too, don't act like it's such a shock. if you ever had been in an uncomfortable situation similar to this just reminding you that you are absolutely so loved and cared for and society is a fucking mess when it comes to serious world issues. there is absolutely no intention to trigger anyone with the upcoming chapters so please look out for the TW.
