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twenty six

a/n I LOVE HOW I HAVEN'T TOUCHED THE SONG STORY IN A MONTH LMAO-
i have five assignments due on the same day and none are completed ☺️🤞💕
SOME PEOPLE ARE PROBABLY GETTING BORED OF THE R*PE STORYLINE IM SO SORRY BUT THAT IS LITERALLY ALL MY BRAIN CAN CONJURE UP ATM  HEKSOSODKSLSKE

courtney.

school. an escape from reality. that's how i used to see it anyway. although it was for many people, education was never a chore for me. not even in preschool. i was a happy child. i had baby sitters way too often and I usually didn't mind, to an eight year old courtney that meant staying up later, ice cream before dinner, m rated movies. then i learnt the truth. as soon as i turned thirteen, i had to do everything for myself. cook for myself, take phone calls, figure out homework alone, basically everything a parent should do. i soon realised that i had grown up too fast. realised my childhood wasn't healthy. the only times i saw my parents were when they got back from court trials from across the world. i never learnt the importance of relationships, and that backfired i guess. they showed me affection but it was never enough. i begun to crave it. that's probably why i got so irritated when Duncan didn't give me attention twenty four seven. and that probably pushed him to cheat on me. anyway, enough of that. school had become awful. ever since that day the only thing i wanted to do was talk to duncan. being the only person who knew about it, he gave me comfort. he had told me about his child hood. it was happy. he had his sister, two brothers, mother then dad. his dad wasn't around a lot but he always played minimal attention to that. he would play with his brothers in the back yard, always challenging each other and pushing each other to the limit. he was also an amazing brother. even though duncan was the target trouble maker of the house, his "ma" was always there for him. no matter how bad he screwed up. she had endless piles of love and although he would never admit it, she passed it onto duncan. everyone was welcomed in their house. absolutely everyone. it didn't matter how much you had, you were always invited inside for a fresh plate of food and a chat.

a/n stop i want his childhood

my house was different. it was silent, up to date with the newest interior designers, massive, when i say massive, i mean massive, luxurious. even though we had these luxuries, it wasn't the same atmosphere as my boyfriend's house. i always selfishly wondered what it would be like to have his family. they were the best people and always in my corner. when i told my parents about my experience they showed less than disrespect. it was a brutal day. but when it was over, and duncan invited me over, i was peaceful.

at school, facing justin every day and being silenced constantly, it was unbearable. i hated every second of school. on a monday, a week or so after it happened, justin starred me down as i was doing my work on social studies. "can i help you? you've already hurt me in the worst way possible" i said rolling my eyes. "keep rolling your eyes you might find a heart back there" he said pointing to my chest, a little too close for comfort. i catched myself from hyperventilating. i wouldn't let him know that i was weak. "nice insult, wanna give me the tiktok user?" i said with a smirk. i managed to hear a chuckle from noah which made me smile even wider. "fuck you" he said. i responded quick. "sorry can't do that, you already did it for me. oh wait i forgot, you did it without any consent, so i could easily have you locked up, you piece of shit" i whisper screamed. this i planned on. somehow he would be locked up. scott did the index finger to thumb and opposite index finger motion which grossed me out. i also took notice of duncan's ears perk up. like a cat. however, this was my fight to fight. Justin would never win.

a/n the second half to the chapter will be finished tomorrow or the next day dw

-urlocalnoahstan