Subject X1- Lost

CHAPTER 12

-REGRETS AND KISSES-

"What do you mean 'another team' there after you too?" Newt asked as Violet began to pace around the roof attempting to think. "Violet!" Newt called, Violet stopped slowly walking to the boy tied sitting up, "i'm sorry, but i don't need more people after me" she whispered bringing her hand up with a red glow. "Violet.." Marcus warned stepping closer, "i'm sorry, don't worry though it won't hurt" she muttered flicking her wrist as the boys head cracked falling limp.

Violet felt pity, but she though she was putting him out of his misery of being on this stupid planet. If it where up to her she'd take her life, but taking her life meant letting down those around her. Violet sniffle kneeling down untying the boys as he fell on his side. She carefully picked him up carrying him in her arms leading him down stairs, the boys silently followed behind not sure what to do.

Violet gently laid the boy down as she got up getting a bottle of alcohol dumping it on the boy. She dropped the bottle down next to him as it shattered she took out a box of matches. She struck one and watched it as it lit, "to better places" she whispered before dropping the match on the drenched body causing it to erupt in flames. She took a step back with a blank face trying to keep it together.

The boys both stood next to each other across from Violet as they watched the flames dance in the wind. To somebody looking in from the outside, Violet would seem like a physcopath. But anyone who knew her knew she was just a broken girl trying to get her family back together.

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The trio was driving on there way far from the last city where they were sure this 3rd team was hiding at. They had successfully gotten the cure trashed, now they needed to live long enough to make it to the safe haven.

Violet did a sharp U turn as the sun was mid setting, she parked away from the sun on purpose. She turned off the ignition with a huff before opening the door. "Newt and i will sleep in the back Marcus you can take the whole back seat" Violet called as she opened the door getting out and heading to the back. She opened the tail gate taking the blankets from the back, she laid one out on the trunk taking off her jacket and bundling it up like a pillow. Newt came and joined her getting situated, they both sat on the tailgate watching as the sun fell being at its last minutes.

"I really did miss you, i felt like i lost apart of myself" Violet whispered not looking away from the orange and pink hues. Newt turned to her giving a sad smile even if she wasn't looking before wrapping his arm around the girl bringing it closer. Violet kept it in while she hugged him not wanting to ruin the moment, she hugged him back as the sun finished to set. Newt laying the girl back so he was spooning her, she relaxed into his arms as she slowly began to fall asleep.

She hadn't slept this comfortably since forever, it felt good to sleep in Newts arms.

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Violet woke up being shook by Newt, she sat up gasping for air but none would come. She started panicking trying to take breaths but none would come "Newt, i can't- i can't-" she kept stumbling over her words. She didn't realize what was happening around her as she was to busy focusing on her breathing. Every noise was blurred as if she was under water, at this point Violet was shaking.

"Violet listen to me, focus on my voice" Newt said softly as he put both his hands on her shoulders trying to get her to calm down. Her breathing slowed down but was still rapid, "i'm sorry" Newt whispered hesitating before he leaned closer. His lips hovered over hers with his hand cupping her cheek, he looked into her eyes and leaned in as both there eyes fluttered closed. Violet hesitated before kissing back as she leaned on her arm pushing forward, before she slowly moved her other hand to his soft blonde locks. Now that Violet could be aware of her surroundings she realized how soft Newts lips were on her, along with his soft fluffy hair.

Violet carefully climbed on top of Newt straddling his waist, Violet moved her lips slowly trailing down his jaw to his neck. He let out an audorable laugh which made her laugh before he turned them over causing him to hover over her. He leaned down reconnecting there lips as he tucked a small strand of her hair behind her ear, then trailing a finger from her ear to her neck before stopping resting his fringed on her chest.

He slowly trailed his lips to her collar bone sucking and slightly biting her soft skin as she let out a faint barely heard moan. She automatically brought her hand up to cover her mouth when she hear Marcus move behind her. When he settled both Newt and Violet turned to look at each other before they let out faint giggles.

"Cmon i want to show you something that might help" Newt spoke softly, before Violet nodded