The Suggs

Chapter 61

The screen becomes black again and the video has finished. I close the YouTube app and go to Twitter to tweet Joe I liked it. After I watched this video miss him more than ever. I'm so happy he will come over tomorrow, it's weird. I never felt like this with my other boyfriends, I mean I 'loved' them at the time but with Joe it's all different. It's like.. When he's not with me, it feels empty and that's weird. I never felt this attached to a boy.

@kayla_horwitz: "@joe_sugg i loved the vlog, even though I fell out of bed and everyone can see that now! I miss you xx"

I sigh and turn the TV on. It's a program about people having an addiction or something. I don't watch that much TV as I never like programs or something. I just wish Joe was here now.

I wake up by a weird sound from outside and see it's the morning already. I listen for a moment but I don't hear anything and grab my phone. Joe has tweeted me.

@joe_sugg: "Kayla Horwitz. Open that flipping front door now. Bye. Love you. Well kinda. @kayla_horwitz"

I frown a bit and realize Joe must be waiting outside already. I laugh and I quickly get out of bed. I take my time and walk slowly to the front door. I wait for a second to open it. I tweet him back first.

@kayla_horwitz: "@joe_sugg I surely will. I'm standing on the other side of the door right now, but first, you need to promise me that you will NOT film. Love you too. Well kinda."

I wait for Joe to tweet back, and a second later he tweets that he promises me that he won't film. I know he probably still will, but I tried. I open the door quickly and see Joe standing there, looking up from his phone, and he isn't even filming. "Joseph!" I jump in his arms and wrap mine around his neck. He makes sure he doesn't drop his phone and wraps his arms around me as well.

He pulls back a bit. "Kayla Horwitz... Why didn't you open that fucking door? I've waited for at least half an hour!" I laugh and kiss him quickly. I laugh when I pull back. "I was asleep.." I say and Joe shakes his head disapprovingly.

We walk into the apartment and we sit down on the couch. My muscles actually ache a lot from yesterday. They almost never do after workouts but they're aching very bad now. "I'm going to shower and everything Joe. I'll see you in a bit."

I actually dislike showering. Not the showering itself, but because I have to see my body and there are no clothes to cover it. I always get so demotivated and pessimistic when I've showered. I'm sitting on the couch next to Joe again.

"What's wrong?" Joe asks. I'm wondering how he always notices it, it's not that obvious is it? I really don't want to cause any drama or something. I just want to have a nice day with Joe.

"No, I'm fine."

I'm not sure if I'm actually fine but I don't mind, Joe's here, that's what's important. "Alright.." He clearly doesn't believe me but he doesn't ask about it anymore. I get of the couch. "I'm in the mood to do something." I mention and Joe laughs. "Sure." I reach my hand to Joe who grabs it. "I love you Joe." I say when he's standing close in front of me. He smiles softly and wipes his hand over my cheek. "I love you more."

"That seagull sounds like you." I remark and Joe shakes his head disapprovingly. I laugh and I feel Joe wrapping his arm around my neck. He squeezes me a bit and laughs too. We're walking on the Brighton pier. It's actually one of the most beautiful places in the uk if you're asking me. Joe chuckles.

"You're so silly, but it's pretty damn cute." He says laughingly and pulls back a bit, but leaves his arm around my shoulders. "I haven't vlogged today at all, but I'm not ruining this late afternoon walk with you by putting the camera in your fa.." I start talking even though he didn't finish. "I don't mind Joe, do whatever you like." He stops walking. "Really?" I nod and before I know he suddenly kisses me.