The Suggs

Chapter 78

"Kay!" Joe's familiar voice echoes through the house. "Joseph!" Joe walks into the room where Connor and I are waiting already. Joe takes Connor's bag. I sigh and step forwards. We're going to bring Connor to the airport again. Connor has made sure I would be okay with him leaving. I'll stay another day if you're not ready, he said. I had told him it was okay.

Connor is about to get into the plane now. It's leaving in less than 20 minutes. Connor looks at me, waiting for me to bump into his chest. I smile and wrap my arms around his neck. I hold him really tight. We've been standing there for 5 minutes because Connor has to get into the plane now.

I pull back a bit. Tears are streaming down my face but that's okay, it are good tears. I look at Connor and find him sobbing as well. "O my god Connor!" He smiles and wipes his tears away. I give him one quick hug. "Are you okay?" He asks when I pull back again. I nod and smile. "Yeah, I'll miss you incredibly much though." He laughs a bit. "Same."

Connor gives Joe a quick hug and then he walks back. Before I know he's out of my sight. Joe looks at me and finds me crying again. He wraps his arm around me. "It's okay though, I'm just so blessed to have such an amazing friend." Joe squeezes me a bit. "He is amazing."

"Hello!" Hearing Joe's voice makes me very happy. "Hey Joe!" Joe walks into the room and sits down next to me. I smile at Joe. "I was just about to Skype Caspar." I say and call Caspar. In a few seconds he answers and his faces appears on the screen. It's pixelated at first, but after a moment the quality becomes better.

"Caspar!" I say, not showing Joe yet. "Hey Kayla girl!" I laugh. "How's the cold England?" I ask. Caspar pulls a sad face. "Very cold, sadly. Look!" He has picked his laptop up and is running with it. I only see his 'Where is Waldo?' Pajama bottoms and sometimes a bit of his plain grey shirt.

He has stopped running and shows the street in front of their apartment. "Look! Snow! I can't believe this!" I laugh when his voice cracks. "It's like 27 degrees here!" I laugh and he looks jealous at me. "By the way Caspy, I've your boyfriend here."

Joe leans over to me so Caspar can see him. Caspar looks very shocked and screams. "Fun to see you again too Casp." They both laugh and before I know Caspar and Joe are talking all the time and my laptop is on Joe's lap instead. I shake my head and get of the couch to get something to drink. Joe and Caspar are so close and it makes me very happy.

I sit down on the bed next to Joe. He smiles when he sees me. I laugh and feel genuinely happy. I don't know why but I just do. I turn around to Joe who's just looking at me while smiling. "You're amazing Joe." I get a bit closer to him.

Before he can say anything back I kiss him. I smile while pulling back and so does he. "It's weird eh?" I don't know what Joe is aiming at. He looks up at the ceiling. "I never liked the idea of not being single. Like, I loved being single and I never thought I'd be so much happier in a relationship."

I smile big and touch his nose quickly. "Don't be too cute okay?" He laughs and pulls me against him. "But it is very true."
I smile and wrap my arms around his. "Well I had expected to be happier in a relationship than when I was single, but I've never thought that I'd find someone THIS perfect for me."

Joe waves at the house. He's vlogging while we're leaving. "Bye house! We will miss you!" He films himself again. He wraps his arm around my shoulders. "Look! We're twinning!" I look at him and notice we actually are wearing the same kind of clothes. We're both wearing our Trxye jumpers and jeans, and we're also both wearing Vans.

Joe turns the camera off and grabs his phone. We should tweet Troye a picture of us both wearing his jumper. I nod and get ready to make a picture. Joe has made it and smiles. "You look very cute in this jumper." He says without looking up from his phone, tweeting Troye the picture. "Ah shut up you." I laugh and look what he's tweeting.

@joe_sugg: "@troyesivan Troye boy! We're both wearing your jumper, how cool! Oi I miss you, and I bet Kayla does as well.. *kayla nods her head rn, reading this haah* "

I laugh and Joe tweets the picture to Troye. Just before he locks it I grab his phone. I quickly run away with it. "Kayla!" He screams annoyed at me while laughing. "I can't come after you because I've to stay with the suitcases!" I laugh and know I can have a lot of fun with his phone now.

I open Instagram first. I click on adding an existing picture. It feels so wrong to look through his pictures, but he's my boyfriend right? I'm allowed to do that now. I choose a picture I've made in the car of him being unsocial, doing a game on my phone. I notice he has put a filter over it already. I add a caption to the picture.

"Boyfriends are like; games > girlfriend sitting next to him. (I still love you loads)"

I chuckle and know I shouldn't post it without him asking, like snapchat, okay, Twitter, okay. But Instagram is different I think. That's why I leave the picture for what it is and Joe can decide if he wants to post it or not. I make a video of Joe in the snapchat app. "Look at him having bag friends..." I say and chuckle. "Cute."

@joe_sugg: "I like bags."
@joe_sugg: "My brain hurts of counting bags."

I laugh at myself being stupid. I get, well actually Joe gets, a notification of me tweeting him. "Aw he has tweet notifications for me.." I think this is the cutest thing ever though. Then I realize I'm not tweeting him! I look at the tweet.

@kayla_horwitz: "@joe_sugg KAYLA COME BACK HERE YOU PHONE STEALING HUMAN."

I start laughing out loud and retweet the tweet. "Kayla!" Joe screams. "The cab is here!"

Joe and I are at the airport noe. This holiday was the best thing ever, even though I've had the hardest time, it was amazing with Joe. We decided to drink something quickly before we get onto the plane to go home again. I sit on the other side of the table and look at Joe. He drinks a bit of his coke. I've noticed Joe drinking a lot less alcohol since we've been together.

"We should go Kay! Otherwise we will definitely miss our plane!" I laugh and shrug. "I wouldn't mind staying here for another month." He pulls a sarcastic smile and laughs afterwards. "Come on!" Joe reaches his hand to me. I put my hand in his and he pulls me up. I hug him quickly. "I'm so happy tha.."

My voice fades away. "What's wrong?" Joe asks as he pulls back a bit. He leaves his hands resting on my hips and looks at my face. My stomach cramps and I feel like I can't breathe. I can't stop looking. He looks in the direction what I'm looking at and looks behind him.

"Kay?" He looks worried back at me. "What's wrong?" I try to breathe. My throat cramps. "That's... Joe, help." I whisper with a really high voice. I slap my hand over my mouth. I can't talk anymore. Joe's really worried eyes are looking at me and he puts his hand on my arms and holds me really tight. I finally manage to talk in a really high pitched voice.

"That's my dad."

He looks around and notices my dad. I close my eyes as I'm too scared to look in his direction again. "How did he find me?! Why is he here, why?!" I whisper and Joe pulls me against him. "Maybe he didn't notice you. It will be alright Kayla, really."

Joe puts his hand on the back of my head. I bite my lower lip and open my eyes very slowly. I look to my dad. The only thing I get to see are two really angry eyes looking straight into mine.