The Suggs

Chapter 52

It's getting dark already and I see that everyone is getting drunk.

"Will?" I pass a few men. I see Will going into a little tent. I walk into the tent as well and look around the corner. Then I see Will making out with some girl. "Woah, okay I didn't saw this coming." I whisper to myself. I leave the tent again. I want to find Joe and Caspar again but I will never find them. I get into the crowd again and I'm about to join a group of boys. They are all looking kind of cute and not like jerks. I'm not sure about them liking me to join. I see two girls walking to them. The left one is really hot, I can see that. The boys start dancing with her. The right girl is, how should I say that, someone with a less hot body and the boy who sees her just looks at her and laughs a bit. Then he turns his back to her and starts dancing with his friends again. The girl takes a few steps back. I walk towards her and smile a bit.

"I saw what happened. These guys are weird! I bet they will 'reject' me as well. That other girl is just blessed by a pretty body. You're beautiful too." She smiles thankful and rolls her eyes a bit. "People have no idea how much being fat sucks." I nod, I kinda understand her. "Yeah I know, it sucks." She shakes her head. "Come on, let's be real, you have an amazing body, you can't understand." I shake my head a bit and frown. "I don't?" She ignores my remark and nods in a direction behind her. "I'm going, have fun." She says and she immediately walks away before I can say anything. "Oh."

I look back to the boys, one of them is already making out with that girl. "I didn't know festivals are dating places, but apparently.." One of the boys is staring in my direction. I look behind me, but I can't find anything he's looking at. I look back and he gestures I have to come. I quickly look behind me again and back, he's really looking at me.

"Me?" I point to myself and he nods. I walk around the group to that boy. He smiles a bit as soon I came closer. The music gets harder and everyone starts jumping. So are these boys and I just do the same. I stay a long time with these guys. I've had a lot of fun the past half hour, but I can't get over how they treated that girl.

I want to grab my phone to see the time but I feel the vlogging camera first. I forgot to film all evening. I get it out and start recording everyone around me. Everyone is singing along with the music and jumping. I turn the camera around and the boy next to me notices it and bends a bit so he fits in the screen as he's quite tall. He screams a wooh noise. I laugh and film the crowd a bit. I stop recording and put it in my pocket again.

Most people are leaving and so are the girl and the boy she was making out with. Everyone starts whistling and making wooh noises, so do I. I don't even know them, but I found out nobody of this group knows each other. When people are drunk and at a festival like this they get a lot more social and start new groups, apparently. Still a few people are here and the music is a bit calmer than before. I suddenly feel a hand on my hip. I turn around so he doesn't touches me anymore and I don't have to say anything about it. "I guess I should go back to the hotel I'm staying as it is.." I grab my phone. "It's half past 2 now." He nods and grabs my wrist and starts walking. "I'll come with you." I frown a bit but I don't say anything. The other guys follow as well.

We are walking on the path to the hotel. I quickly grab the camera to film some footage. Joe can always delete it or not using it. "So we're going to the hotel again! Well I am, I'm having this camera with me all night. I've no idea where the others are to be honest. I lost them at some time, but I got joined by this fellow." I film the boy next to me. "Yeah, I'm kinda awesome." I push him against his shoulder, a bit too hard. Because he's quite drunk he almost falls on the ground.

"Well and we have a few other guys." I laugh and film the other guys. "We're walking to the hotel now! I've no idea why they are all coming with me but I think it's nice of them." They laugh and start making random remarks. "They are all a bit drunk.. I didn't drink anything, but they definitely did!" I say laughingly. The boy recovered from falling and walks next to me and wraps his arm around my shoulders. Joe often did this when he was filming before we got together so I won't say anything about it.

I'm still recording the conversation, well the boy is talking all the time. "We are here guys!" I say happily and film the hotel entry. "I don't know about you all, where you all stay over?" They all start talking at the same time and I film my face. I have no idea what they're all saying because they aren't articulating well and they're all talking at the same time. I look awkwardly from the camera to the guys and back. "Oh alright. Cool." I laugh a bit and walk into the hotel.

They all follow me and I guess they all stay over here too, that would clear a lot up. "I hope Joe and Caspar are upstairs already. I'm not so sure about Will now." I laugh a bit, but I realize that's quite inappropriate. I stop recording. "My room is on the 7th floor.." I say and two of the boys have a room on the 7th floor as well. We walk into the elevator and everyone is talking loudly. "Guys! Shh. It's almost 3 am." They all act like little children and whisper really soft. The elevator stops at the 7th floor and I get out. Two boys follow me and I wave to the others.

I start filming again, I actually really enjoy doing it. "I know, I know, you all are watching this to see Joe, not my stupid face. But Joe was really drunk and I took over and then I lost them. I don't want Joe to have no footage at all, so that's why!" The guy on my left looks weird at me. "And who the heck is Joe?"

I laugh a bit and look to the camera. "He is the owner of this camera my friend." He frowns a bit. I actually enjoy talking to these guys, they are acting so dumb because they're drunk. I knock on the door and hope Joe's in there. Otherwise I have to wait for Joe because he has the key. I listen if I hear Joe. "What are you doing?" The other boy asks and I realize they have literally no idea what I'm doing as they think I have a room for myself. "Joe might be in there."

One guy gets it now and the other is still really confused about everything. "Why are you sharing a room then? You don't seem like a poor girl." I roll my eyes, drunk people really can't think properly. The door opens slowly. "He's my boyfriend you silly!" I say quickly and I see Joe standing in the doorway. He's only wearing his sweatpants and his hair is super messy. "Hey you look pretty tonight Joe!" I joke while laughing a bit and run my hand through his hair. "Well bye guys!" I film them for a last time. They walk away and I film Joe again.

"Hi!" Joe walks back to the bed without saying a word. "I think I woke him." I tell the camera and I see Joe nodding. "I thought you would stay outside for a long time.." He raises his eyebrows. "Well I usually do but I needed to be back before you did because you don't have a room key." I quickly walk to Joe. "Ah sorry Joe! I forgot, o my gosh!" I wrap my left arm around his neck as I'm filming with my other arm. I sit down next to him. "I totally forgot! O my, I feel so bad now!" Joe wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me bit closer. I look from the camera to Joe, who's staring at me. I quickly look back to the camera and smile a bit awkwardly. "You silly one! It's alright though." Joe gives me a kiss on my cheek.

"Joe! I'm still filming!" He raises his eyebrows and chuckles. I look to the camera. "No cheeky kisses on camera Joseph!" I really want to keep that private a bit. A kiss on the cheek now and then, sure, but I want to keep our relationship a bit private. I feel awkward enough in this relationship. Joe can't do anything about it, I just don't like myself and sharing that all with the 4 million people who are subscribed to Joe, I don't know. I don't feel comfortable with it and especially not with them seeing everything in our relationship. Joe starts talking again and he interrupts my thoughts. "Yeah yeah, sorry about that, but I just love Kayla so much you have no freaaaking idea! I can't hold it in." He pulls me against him and I laugh. "Joe, you're drunk. As. Fuck." I wave and laugh about Joe being so drunk.

"Okay, bye guys!"