The Girl In The Dirty Shirt Noel Version

Chapter 109

I dropped the shirt on the floor and practically threw myself at Noel, crushing my lips against his.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and my feet came out from under me before I landed on his bed.

Noel was just as eager as I was, clothes went flying and we moved together; I bit my lip twisting my fingers in his hair and moaning against his neck. 

"God I missed you" I breathed, receiving a moan in response.

I felt his shoulder blades shift under my fingertips as he moved slowly, pushing inside me.

I moaned pulling Noel closer; he was the first person I had wanted to have sex with since Guigsy last year.

I'd fucked plenty of times since things collapsed with Noel, and even had a bit of sex, but this, this moment with Noel, was the first time someone had made love to me in what felt like forever.

**

I was more nervous than I'd ever been to join the boys on tour. I was scared of what people would think, I was scared they would treat me different, I was scared to meet Liam's new girlfriend, and I was scared that I wouldn't have any good food to binge on. I made a mental note to buy a few Galaxy bars at the airport to hide in my bag.

We arrived in Denver that afternoon, and I must say, three vodka tonics on the flight really did help with my crippling anxiety. Noel and I met the rest of the boys at the hotel about an hour later; I chewed on the inside of my cheek as we walked into the hotel bar, Noel's hand resting on the small of my back. He hadn't said anything, but I think he knew I was nervous too.

Everybody looked up as we walked in and I felt my heart skip a beat.

There was a silence that seemed to last for the span of my entire life; I'm not sure if it was awkward for everyone, or just me.

I noticed Liam sitting at the end of the bar with a really pretty blonde woman, who I assumed was Nicole.

We walked up to the bar and Noel got himself a beer as Guigsy turned on his stool.

"Well, well, well" he smiled

My heart slammed in my chest as he stood up.

"It's about time y'came back"

I laughed sighing inwardly with relief as he wrapped me in a hug lifting me off my feet.

I giggled hugging him back tightly.

"Hi Guigs"

He set me back on my feet and practically dipped me to the floor kissing my neck and cheek.

I laughed as he set me upright and kissed his cheek.

He looked at me with a huge smile.

"Hiya babe"

He pulled me down in his lap as he sat back down.

I was surprised how easily I fell back into the groove of things with all of them; it was almost like I'd never left; almost.

Liam introduced me to Nicole, who I think was a little confused about why Liam's ex-wife was still around, but we hit it off and I was surprised how easy it was for me. He was happy, he didn't look happy; he was happy; genuinely happy.

It made me feel better about being with Noel.

**

We hit Dallas and then Austin before we were back in London for a few days off.

A few days off for Liam actually meant a few days off, not with Noel.

Noel's days off consisted of sitting at his kitchen table and scratching down bits and pieces of new songs; or he would be sitting in the living room plucking out a melody.