a/n: if robot why segc ?? ajsks anygays.
GUYS WANDAVISION EP 7 WAS INSANE-BEFORE I START I FUCKING ALREADY WROTE THIS AND ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT OMFG SO HERE I AM WRITING IT AGAIN- my fucking god-
theme: fluff and sum angst
vision was pushing y/n away because he was afraid to admit he had fallen in love with her to himself. y/n noticed this was extremely sad because he was her best friend. one night, y/n couldn't sleep and decided to train alone at 4 AM and her and vision have an encounter.
3rd person:
over the past few weeks vision was slowly distancing himself from y/n. trying not to have any contact or conversations with her whatsoever. but to his dismay, when y/n attempted to start a conversation with him he's reply short worded, or simply nod and walk away.
y/n was dazed as to why vision continued to distance himself from her. she couldn't think about anything she had said or done to trigger him. he was her best friend and she didn't want to lose him. maybe she was getting annoying, or she thought he didn't want to be friends anymore because of her personally and/or appearance. many of these detailed thoughts began to race through her mind.
these thoughts kept her wide awake at night. contemplating which reason she was to believe was true or not. y/n couldn't understand why she was so hung up on the topic. they were just friends... just friends? truth was, y/n had undoubtedly also fell in love, she accepted it but hid it as if it was nothing... forbidden.
it was one night when y/n was awake, eyes unbothered as they stayed wide open. y/n's eyes were already adjusted to the darkness as the only thing that lit up the room was the digital clock on her bed side table. she regarded if she would look at the clock seemingly every time she looked it seemed an hour had already pasted by.
she turned her head slowly and the clock read '3:56AM' she groaned, she thought I had only been 1 am, oh was she wrong. she decided that instead of lying down staring at the ceiling thinking about vision she would just go and train.
yes, it was almost 4 in the morning, and yes, she had thought it through. y/n stumbled out of bed and got ready to go to the training room. she slipped through the door and quietly made her way. when she arrived it felt odd. it was dark, silent, she felt alone but she was weirdly at peace.
she thought that training would maybe tire her out, but really she just wanted a distraction from all her negative thoughts that repeatedly showed up, not having any plans to go away. she distinctly chose to work on her punches since they were becoming weak once more.
she walked over the punching bag and started to hit it, first it wasn't aggressive, and was controlled. as she continued though, her punches became more hard, more powerful. y/n was strong, but hot quite as strong as steve.
y/n chose to ignore visions actions and kept her feelings inside. she never told anyone, nat nor Steve. y/n always did, it was nothing new to her, she just wasn't an open person she chose to not worry anyone about her, if anything it was regular. this caused her to know that she would eventually break and have a full on breakdown but she thought it wouldn't be anytime soon.
y/n's punches were far from controlled now, they were aggressive and hard, she then felt something melt down her cheek... a tear. she disregarded her tear and carried on with her punches.
every hit, seemed to become more and more hostile. she desperately wanted to punch out all her feelings, she thought it would be that simple. but it really wasn't. she thought this would distract her, but if anything it made the vision situation worse.
BANG
without warning she jolted from the action and looked to the punching bag.
tears still streamed down her face and she gazed at her arm in the punching bag. her breathe heavy, and her eyes blurry she heard a voice speak,
"I'm sorry if I'm interrupting.".y/n whipped her head towards the noise and immediately wiped her tear stained face not wanting to show weakness. "you're not, I was just leaving." y/n spoke just above a whisper cleaning her area. "wait, don't leave." vision exclaimed stopping in front of her.
she glared up to his eyes, "I'm surprised you're even speaking to me, let alone wanting my presence." y/n replied softly as her eyes began to water once again. y/n couldn't help it. it seemed not to bother vision at all, and it's as affecting her more than anything.
vision on the other hand had felt so empty, he was so stupid to push y/n away. he did the opposite of what he wanted and yet he didn't realize how much it would effect her.
"yes, I supposed you deserve an explanation." vision stuttered nervously looking down in shame. y/n looking anywhere but his figure stepping back a little. y/n had never seen him so nerve-racking. "vis?" she questioned quietly making him look back to her beautiful
e/c eyes.he knew what he had to do , he just didn't know if he had the guts to. "I didn't think it was possible for me to feel this way considering I have no idea what it's supposed to feel like, but I'm in love... with you." he suddenly spoke after a few moments of awkward silence.
y/n looked at him in shock, her mouth in a gape. "you do?" she asked softly. he nodded looking back down. "would it be so bad if I said, I'm also in love with you?" y/n exclaimed quietly making vision stare back to her eyes.
their bodies and face inches apart vision spoke, "I suppose not." vision spoke, "may I?" vision added on. "mhm." y/n hummed. vision cupped y/n's cheek and looked from her eyes to her soft lips, they both closed their eyes, and leaned in.
the space that was once in between them was gown. it was pure bliss, the kind of contact both vision and y/n longed for, for so long. vision felt awful about the way he dealed with things, and just wanted to make sure y/n was loved and content.
the kiss wasn't aggressive or needy, it was soft, gentle, controlled, and even loving. their lips moved in synch and eventually it had to end due to having to breath. they pulled apart and still longing for each other's warmth y/n spoke, "want to make it official?" she asked. "of course." vision smirked and engulfed her into a passionate kiss making y/n giggle.
let's just say that was an evening y/n nor vision would ever forget. even though vision was a creation from ultrons plan of mass genocide, y/n trusted him, and surely he loved her back.
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