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loki - liar

a/n: ur kind comments are so sweet 💙

based off the song: YKWIM? by Yot Club

theme: maybe angst

lyrics will be in italics

anyways enjoy <3

loki pov:

Hey
It's not like you've ever tried to stay

you were my everything. someone who I'd never think in a million years I would love so unconditionally.
your gorgeous
e/c eyes that I couldn't stop staring deep into, those soft delicate lips I could take hold of, your luscious s/c skin I felt so comforted by...
why?
why didn't you stay?
i gave you ever little thing i had and yet you left.
I mean... it's not like you ever tried to stay.
you always had the need to risk your mortal life for mine...

Sometimes it seems like I'm in your way
Well, that's how it seems
Hey
You know what I mean?

you were so independent.. unlike anyone else I've met you looked out not only for others but for yourself.
sometimes it seemed like I got in your way, you noticed that uneasy expression planted upon my face and you reassured me that I wasn't...
but despite your reassurance, I felt as if you were wrong.
well that's how it seemed...
you know what i mean....?

Seems like I care too much
When I'm all alone, oh no

regardless you leaving I still care too much.
I rethink your smile, the way your eyes light up when you see me... oh I will forever miss the way you looked at me.
I hope you're okay, that you're content without me, cause I'm not without you.
so many lonely nights in a cold empty bed.
I can't do it anymore so I sleep on the floor... seems awfully idiotic if you ask me but I do it anyway.
I hate being alone, I was so used to it- why did you fuck that up for me?

Feel like I care too much
When no one's at home for me

I come home, you're not there.
I wake up, you're not there.
I sleep, you're not there.
why aren't you ever here anymore.
why did you have to leave.

Feel like I'm falling out
Well, that's how it seems
I think that I'm falling out
You know what I mean?

everyday is repeatable at this point.
it seems there's no need for me to be alive.
sure im a god but I feel like I'm falling out.
falling out of my normal life, I was never "normal" but I certainly was in your eyes.
better yet, I think I am falling out.
if you were here, you'd know what I mean.

Seems like I care too much
When I'm all alone, oh no
She said that I care too much
When no one's at home for me, ah

"loki, you know I love you, I'd never leave you. stop caring so much about that. why would you ever think that?" y/n asked me as if she was utterly appalled. "I'm sorry darling." I replied with regret, she gazed at me in a undesirable way, "it's okay Loki, you know I also think you'll leave me on day." she suddenly spoke. I looked at her, why would she think that. I could never leave her. "don't... say that." I say. "now you know how I feel when you say that." she chuckles out. I smile slightly and wrap my arm around her.

liar.

you never stayed. you left.

it should've been me.

not you.

you should be alive, I should be the one dead.

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