My Last Love (dream x reader)

Chapter 16

I don't even know what's wrong with me anymore....

After the delivery guy said those words I don't remember much... all I remember is grabbing my keys and driving I started blasting music and just drove.

I was crying so hard my vision started going blurry I pulled into the nearest parking lot and parked.

It's stupid to be crying he was just being friendly he never liked me like that.

It was all for the viewers as he once said

Then why did he pick love

Why did he call me beautiful

Why did he send me good morning and goodnight texts

Why did he tell me that he loved me

Why did I think I finally fell in love again

I'm such an idiot

I shouldn't have been so stupid

Maybe it's stupid to be crying over him but it's hard to not feel sad when he was the person who made me feel something after feeling nothing for so long.

Maybe he just felt bad for me

I sat and cried for a few more minutes before a certain song came on. (Play line without a hook by Ricky Montgomery)

Our fucking song.

No it's not our song it's just a song that played one day that we both liked it wasn't ours what was I thinking. I sat and listened.

*I don't really give a damn about the way you touch me when we're alo-*

I turned the song off I thought I could listen but I can't. I sat in silence now longing for the one I thought I loved.

*incoming call from techie <3*

Shit shit shit

I started wiping my eyes as I picked up my phone of course it's a fucking FaceTime. I cleared my throat and answered but I had the phone facing the ceiling.

"Halllooo what am I looking at?" Techno questioned
"Uh my car ceiling" I said trying to sound like I wasn't just crying
"Oh where are you going?" He asked surprised I looked at my phone he was parked somewhere eating chips
"No where just driving you know" I said with a voice crack fuck.
"Can I see your face my gorgeous?" He asked
"I don't think you want to." I said bluntly it was clear by my voice I've been crying there was no hiding it.
"Are you crying?" He asked looking concerned
"Maybe" is all I could manage to say
"What's bothering you beautiful?"
"Oh you know the usual" how do I tell the man I'm going on a date with that I'm in love with another man that just broke my heart.

Wait.

I'm going on a date with techno.

I don't need clay.

Yeah

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked
"Uh maybe later where are you?" I asked trying to change the topic
"I'm parked at the gas station I got some chips and a drink to hold me over until I get to your apartment." He said

Fuck

I don't have anything to eat.

"Oh yeah about that I'm gonna head to the store is there anything you want me to pick up for you?" I asked
"Oh Um movie night snacks?" He said while smiling, he has a nice smile that made me giggle.
"Okay I gotchu anything else like for real meals?" I added
"Nah whatever you get should be fine I'm not picky" he said
"Alright well I'm going to go to the store when will you get here?"
"Uh if all goes well I should be there around 5-530 ish" he spoke
"Okay well I've got to go techno I'll see you later" I said then hung up

Fuck

Now I had to go to the store after crying.

I cleaned up my face and went to Walmart. I picked out a few snacks some included popcorn chocolate and jolly ranchers....

I also got some different meats and stuff to make meals I figured we could order take out most days.

I got back to my apartment and it was 430 should I make dinner or order something when techno gets here?

Ugh I'm lazy I'll order something when he gets here.

I cleaned up my apartment a little more before getting a call from the man himself.

*incoming FaceTime from techie <3*

I answered

"Hey techie you close?"
"Yep I'm in the parking lot can you meet me outside this parking lot is confusing I think I'm at the right place though" this made me laugh
"Yeah of course I'm on my way out" I said as I hung up the phone.

I saw him standing outside of his car I walked down and saw him close up in day light for the first time.

He was cute.

I mean I'd seen him before but in real life he's actually really cute.

He wasn't too tall but was taller than me. He had dark brown eyes and brown fluffy hair. Once I got to the bottom of the stairs he saw me.

"Oh hey gorgeous I made it" he said with a big smile on his face. "I see that. It's great to finally meet you in real life" i said while leaning in for a hug.

He hugged back. He was a really good hugger. He pulled away and looked me up and down "wow" is all he said I hid my face "what" I said

"Nononono don't cover your face" he said while pulling my hands away from my face "you just so much prettier in person" he continued "that's what I mean by wow" I giggled he joined in on the laughing.

I helped him grab his bags and brought him into my apartment and gave him a quick tour.

Clays POV

Y/n has been ignoring my texts all day I couldn't figure out why I hadn't said anything wrong I was sure of it.

I heard a door open and close really quick then her voice so I opened my door to see if I could catch her.

Techno was here

I watched from a far like a total creep but oh well.

They were oddly close.

He keeps calling her gorgeous and beautiful.

I hate it.

I went back into my apartment before they noticed me. It's stupid to be jealous we're not dating.

All though I wish we were.

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