My Last Love (dream x reader)

Chapter 3

TW Suicide, Self harm

Sometimes it hurts being alive.

This morning I woke up feeling good really good actually. Normally I wake up and dread the day but I slept amazing last night and I wasn't starving. I was feeling good. I could get used to this, I stayed in bed for a couple minutes just scrolling the social media.

Then I got an incoming call from sapnap.
I cleared my throat and tried to get rid of my morning voice as best as possible. I clicked answer.

"Hello"
"Hey y/n how are you?"
"I'm actually doing really good today but I just woke up how are you"
"I'm alright I've just been coding and working on new videos lately"

-------time skip--------

1 hour later I had gotten ready for the day still talking to nick he was really nice I like him.

"Oh shoot dreams calling me I'll call you back in a sec" nick said then suddenly hung up

10 minutes later nick called back

"Heeyyyy what did clay want"

"Oh so y'all are on a first name basis now" nick teased

"Shut up and just tell me"

"We were just talking about videos and stuff oh and he asked me for your number"

"Did you give it to him?"

"Of course I did I mean I figured y'all already talk on discord"

Wait did clay not tell nick and George about last night? Y/n then received a text from a random number.

*text convo*

Random number
Hello Mrs. l/n I have your delivery of ten fifteen inch dildos ready for delivery.

Y/n knew it was just clay messing with her but she'd figured she'd make sure he didn't know y/n knew it was him

*call convo*

"Ah alright did you mention me and you were on a call?"

"Nope why?"

"He's texting me trying to trick me haha"

"Ah well I got to go edit this video I'll talk to you another time"

"Alright see ya nick"

"Bye bye"

*text convo*

Random number
Hello Mrs. l/n I have your delivery of ten fifteen inch dildos ready for delivery.

Y/n
What?

Random number
The ten dildos you ordered they're ready to be delivered

Y/n
Ten fifteen inch dildos?

Random number
Yes that is correct

Y/n
No no no they're meant to be 20 inch

Random number
What?

Y/n
Yeah they're meant to be 20 inches not 15

Random number
...

Y/n
I'm just messing with you I know it's you clay 😂😂😂

Clay
Oh my god y/n I thought this was about to get real awkward!!! I hate you

Y/n
you looooovvveeee meeee

Clay
😡

Y/n
👉👈🥺

Clay
👉👌

Y/n
I'm done texting you

Clay
Wait nooo I'm sorry
It was just so easy

I was dying laughing but I wanted to mess with him. So i didn't respond. I was surprised when he didn't text again right away. That's when I heard a knock at my door. "Oh mother fucker haha" I opened the door revealing clay wearing a white t-shirt and grey sweatpants... he clearly didn't plan on leaving his house today.

"Forgive me y/n pwease" clay said in his baby voice
"Hmmm fine only because I need someone to binge watch this show with" y/n said as she grabbed clays hand and pulled him in

Clays POV

Y/n opened the door her beautiful h/c hair just brushed and deep e/c eyes I stared into maybe a little bit to long but they are just so perfect then her outfit she was wearing pajama shorts and a black t-shirt how can someone be so perfect. "Forgive me y/n pwease" I said in my baby voice trying to hold back a smile but clearly failing.

"Hmmm fine but only because I need someone to binge watch this show with" god this woman is just perfect her voice I could listen to it for hours next thing I know she grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the couch. "Woah woah by me dinner first" I managed to spit out y/n giggled, her laughs were so mesmerizing and so god damn contagious I couldn't help but laugh.

"Your the one that wore grey sweatpants" y/n said in between laughs I looked down and felt my cheeks heating up I didn't realize what I was wearing until now.

Y/n's POV

After I said that I looked up I could've sworn I say clay blushing but he covered his face and looked at the tv. Hmm did I make him blush I needed to know if i did. This isn't like me normally I'm to nervous to do anything like this but i felt comfortable around clay so I just went for it.

As I was scrolling through Netflix to find the show I wanted to watch I scooted closer to clay to see what he would do, he didn't do anything he just kind of stayed they're comfortably.

------time skip------

2 episodes in

I still wanted to know if it was true could I make him blush? So I decided all or nothing. I leaned my head on his shoulder and he put his arm around my back it felt so warm and perfect it just felt right.

Clays POV

She leaned her head on my shoulder I couldn't tell if this was in a friendly type of way so I just went with it and put my arm around her the way she snuggled into my shoulder to get comfortable was just adorable.

Y/n's POV

I was so comfortable I didn't realize when I drifted off to sleep on clays shoulder. Next thing I know I was laying on clays chest and he was holding me close. I didn't want to move it was so comfortable and warm. I wish I could stay like this forever. Wait what no it's clay we're just friends right? Yeah yeah just friends you know homie cuddles gotta kiss the homie goodnight right? Yeah just friends

I fell back asleep shortly after and woke up to my phone ringing. I didn't want to move but clay stated to wake up so I grabbed my phone and saw nick was calling so I answered.

"Hey nick"

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