My Last Love (dream x reader)

Chapter 8

I'm falling hard.

It's been a few days since clay came over it's now Thursday my love or host is on Monday I've been stressing about it lately I was in a call with the boys earlier today and I think nick noticed I was stressed because he called me on the phone immediately after we ended the call.

*call convo*

"Hey y/n"
"Hey nick did you forget to say something?"
"No You just seemed stressed and I wanted to know if you wanted to talk about it. I didn't want to say anything in front of the boys in case it was too personal."
"Aww thank you nick it means a lot but it's just my love or host I've been kinda stressed about it"
"What about it is stressing you out?"
"The whole thing I guess I mean it's kinda stressful talking to that many people at once and what if I get hosted like I'm going to be so embarrassed"
"first of all don't worry about all the people I'm sure it'll be fun and second of all if anyone hosts you they're the one that should be embarrassed that they had the chance to win a date with the most amazing girl I know and anyone with even two brain cells will tell you the same thing."
"Oh my- aww that's was so sweet nick, I- I don't know what to say- thank you, I feel a lot better."
"Good I'm glad, you should but I've got to go know I'll talk to you later"
"Alright bye nick"
"Bye y/n"

*end of call*

-----time skip-----

It's been a few days now it's the day before my love or host I talk to the boys everyday clay has been a bit busy so we haven't hung out but we still talk everyday. Me and nick still talk every morning and in evening with the boys. I was just getting ready for bed when clay texted me.

*text convo*

Clay
Hey y/n how are you feeling? Tomorrow's the big day!!!

Y/n
Hey clay I've been pretty good a little stressed through.

Clay
The love or host stressing you out?

Y/n
Yeah a little but nick made me feel a lot better about it

Clay
That's good but you should be getting to sleep you need a lot of energy for the show.

Y/n
I could say the same for you you'll be on the show too clay

Clay
I know but you'll be on it for at least 6 hours plus the date stream after I could be on it anywhere from 20 minutes to 6+ hours who knows.

Y/n
First of all we don't know if there will be a date stream after and second you still need sleep

Clay
Yeah yeah sleep this sleep that but I'm sure you'll find 'love' any guy would be an idiot for hosting you

Y/n
Haha clay how do I know you didn't host me?

Clay
That's the thing you don't...

Y/n
Well you could just tell me...

Clay
Nah I don't think so go to bed y/n goodnight

Y/n
Good night clay

*end of text convo*

The way clay acts around me I would think he chose love but maybe I'm too in my head about it I mean he did say he's going on the show for the viewers and the viewers would never expect clay to host me so that's exactly what he would do.

I hate this

-----the next morning-----

I woke up to my phone ringing I picked it up and it was nick as usual I quickly checked the time *8:47* and answered the call

*call convo*

"Why are you calling me this early you don't normally call until 10"
"You need to be up and ready for the love or host today"
"It doesn't start until 2 nick"
"I know but you take forever to get ready and you know you'll stress so I want you to have plenty of time before the show"
"Ugh I hate that your right"
"Hehe get up and get ready I'll talk to you later y/n"
"Alright bye bye nick"

*end of call convo*

Nick was right I need to be ready for the day I scrolled on social media for 30 minutes before clay texted me

*text convo*

Clay
Good morning gorgeous are you ready for your love or host?

Wow just wow. He is always calling me names like that. I love it. So much. Although he is always calling me beautiful or gorgeous I'm always getting mixed signals on if he's just being friendly or not.

Y/n
Morning clay yep I'm super excited just a little nervous.

Clay
That's normal you'll do great! How did you sleep?

Y/n
I slept fine how about you?

Clay
I slept great! Are you getting ready yet?

Y/n
I've been up for a while but I haven't left my bed... I promise I'll be ready before the show

Clay
You better be ready before 1 just to be sure got it?

Y/n
Sir yes sir

Clay
Haha I'm gonna film a couple videos with the boys right now do you want to come over and watch? You have to be quiet though

Y/n
Yeah I would love to I'll be over in 10

Clay
Alright

Clays POV

I joined the call with the boys and told them. y/n would be coming over nick seemed a little off after I said that... I knew why. Y/n came over said hi to the boys then laid on my bed as I filmed a few hours later I looked over and saw y/n was asleep she looked so cute when she was sleeping. Fuck I'm falling hard. I finished filming and it was 12:35 so I decided to wake. y/n.

"Wake up y/n" I shook he softly "hmm" she groaned "you need to get ready for your love or host" "I don't want to" "you have to come on" I stated pulling on her arm. Once I finally got her up she left to get ready.

Y/n's POV

I went back to my apartment and got ready it was mostly setting up my PC not myself because I wouldn't have a face cam but I still brushed my hair and put on mascara.

It was now 1:30 Austin started the beginning music and had everyone in a zoom call. I couldn't see anyone yet I wouldn't be able to until the stream started. Time started going slow really slow. I soon got a text from clay.

*text convo*

Clay
Love or host is starting soon!!!

Y/n
I know I'm excited!!!

Clay
Me too! Good luck on finding love

Y/n
Good luck on getting picked

Clay
Haha yeah I'll try my best

*end of text convo*

With that it was now 1:54 and the show was starting