Behind the lyrics, 5sos

School

As I left the air port to go to school, I felt sick. Like I was going to throw up. I was empty, I had nothing. That was me. Those boys, those boys, they gave me everything, they are my true family and here I am stuck, all alone.

" Hey tara not so happy now " says Sarah as I get out of my car

" Where are you boys, oh did they leave you, like everyone else " she say pushing me down

" F off Sarah " I say getting up

" no I'm not quite done yet, your a shut and everyone hates you those boys only liked you cause they wanted a b job when you didn't give it to them they moved on " she spits

" Oh shut up what would you know, you came faces bitch " I yell, now stooping to look at the ugly whore,

" Tara your nothing the boys didn't even,McRae that's why Calum kissed me, why me and Luke has sex and what Michael and Ashton are my toys " she laughs

And that's it. I lung at her, pulling out her fake hair, and ripping my nails through her face.

" Tara " yells someone, pulling me off her

" Office now " yells my math teacher

" Go fuck your self " I say running off to my car, getting in and speeding off.

It doesn't take me long, to get to where I was heading, and to be honey I didn't even know where I was going, I guess I wanted someone who was going though a tiny bit of what I was,

"Is Cindy home " I ask the lady who opened the door

" yes, she'll be right down "

" Hey tara you okay " says Cindy walking down her stairs, she house was big white and clean.

" Nope " I laugh walking in

" You know what we should do " she laughs, jumping up and down

"What ?" I ask

" We need to go boxing " she yells running out the door

" Boxing ? " I ask confused

" Yep now lets go " she says, we both jump into her car, and I hear the best song ever.

" rhythm is a dancer, I need a companion
Girl, I guess that must be you
Body like the summer, fucking like no other
Don't you tell 'em what we do" I sing with Cindy

As we both get lost in the song, I think of every time me and the boys would sing in the car.

" Come on, let's go " says Cindy grabbing my hand

We both enter the gym, and see to huge boxing bags.

" If your a model should you be doing this " I ask gabbing the gloves

" No but shouldn't you be in school" she laughs, hitting the bag and good to.

" It helps you know, to get away from life " she says taking a second good hit.

Soon were both punching the life out of the bags unground of us.