Young Alpha's Mate(Tagalog V.)

Nine

I didn't imagine my life to be like this, with two men fighting over. Not that I wished, and now where someone dragging me. Wync is someone I can consider a close friend of mine but it doesn't mean that they can treat me like this. I mean, I know a lot of fighting skills and self-defense is one of them but heck! The way he's holding me make my body crave more! Shit! What am I saying! Ughhh!

"Wync! Let go, let go dude!" Hila ko sa kamay ko, it's not hurting but I don't like being dragged like this.

"What did you call me?" He asked.

"Dude?" Sagot ko with a face like I don't give a shit.

"Don't ever call me that Princess, my patience is running off this time." He said, so? It's not my fault that their temper is too hot to handle, my mind! Ughhhh! What am I thinking? Focus!

"Believe me, you wouldn't like it when I lose my temper. No one would like it." Sagot nya habang nakatitig sa mga mata ko at papalapit sakin. His eyes, I'm drowning to it. His eyes is filled with adoration, I can't complain. It's like holding myself to it, is he looking at others like this?

The thought of him looking at someone like this triggers the building rage inside me, I don't know what is wrong with myself or my mind. I can't control it.

"I know you're feeling it too" With him holding my hand, I can even remember kalian sya nakalapit sakin.

"These sparks, tell me you're not feeling it too Christine?" tanong nya habang hawak padin ang kamay ko. I can't speak, I can't even move. These Sparks of course, how can I deny it? The feeling wakes all the butterflies inside of me.

Confused is the right word to say of what I am feeling now, confused about how he knows that I am feeling the same way. Confused about what is happening, and confused about why I am feeling this. But even though I know better than to let myself lost it.

"Yes I do, what is it to you?" I asked him with a cold look and a serious voice, hindi ko hahayaang Makita nyang big deal tong nararamdaman ko o nararamdaman naming sa isat-isa. God knows what this could bring to us. At first I saw a flash of emotion on his eyes, happiness, contentment, relief, but this man just mastered how to cover it. He composed himself at bahagyang lumayo sakin, put his hands on his jean pockets and looked me straight in the eye. He just there stares at me for like 5 minutes without an expression on his face.

But I know this game, I am once a player of this. You cannot fool me of covering your emotions when I can almost see through yourself.

"This means a lot to me, to us especially." He said bago ako tnalikuran at umalis. I was left alone, again.

Why these people always left me alone without any reason? First, them and now him. But why do I care so much? These people are not there why I carry the world in my shoulder, these people don't know how I woke up every day without no one to hold on to. And yet, they feel like home to me.

I don't like this, the feeling of being lost in a situation.

I wanted to ask him more, to let me know what he means but then people would open up and tell you things when they are ready.

I will wait then, for him.

When I head back to our classroom Zach is already there. Looking out of the window up in the sky, he seems like thinking of something out of it. And on the other corner, of course he's part of the class.

He's already looking at me, shit! Does this means I am caught? But why do I feel so guilty about something that is not a crime technically?

"Zach? Is something wrong?" Of course I am sitting beside him, seat plan naming to eh.

"Oh, hey Bella! How are you?" Really? Naglunch palang kami kanina eh, something is off with Zach now.

"Good" I simply replied.

"Are you sure? Seems like someone is about to kill me any moment" He said and inlipat ang tingin sa likod ko since nakaharap ako sa kanya.

When I look where he is looking, Wync is already approaching us.

I didn't have the time to think as everything is happening so fast.

"Move!" Wync said to the other classmate of our sitting next to the other side of me.

I am in total deep shit! 

Class went by and tapos na ang isang subject. Isang oras ng walang imikan, even I wanted to raised my hand ay hindi ko na muna ginawa.
Baka bukas, baka bukas pagising ko hindi na ganito yung lahat. And tgen I realized I was living with Wync.

Nowhere to hide.

Walking in parking lot seems to take so long.

"Hey Bella, mind if you give me a ride? Wala pa yung car ko eh" Zach said. Aaminin ko, this feels like not a good idea bht I can't complain. Wync is nowhere to find so I said yes, ihahatid ko lang naman sya then were good.

"Tara, just let me know where and directions" I answered, he nods a confirmation he understands.

Zach provided me directions while my mind is flying somewhere.

Later did I realize na nasa mapunong lugar na kami, no houses no population. Lord, if this will be the way I will die please do it quick.

"C'mon di kita papatayin dito. Tbis is just the way to my house" I don't know if nababasa ba nito yung usip ko or what but shock is showing on my face.

"No, I can't read minds. Just that the words are all over your face" Zach added.

"Sorry, just can't imagine na sa ganitong place ka titira. I am thinking of something Modern" I explained, he just smiled and soon a almost black house appeared.

No it's just not a house, this dude must be a billioner. This is a mansion, yun nga lang almost everything is black aside from some linings na Gray or White.

"Not ideal right?" Zach says while I am still gawking at this house. Beautiful is not an exact work to describe, but of course Wync house are more outstanding but this is different. This feels like Home.

Weird.

Pumasok na kami sa loob ng bahay, with a wide door entrance I can't wait more to see what's inside. But I stopped, is this right?
Di ko pa talaga sya literal na kilala but something about him screams SAFE.

"I won't bite Bella, and I will never hurt you" He said. Something is really going on, he's not playful anymore just like what I can see at school. This person in front of me is serious, his eyes is saying that I can trust him with my life.

So I followed my instinct. 

"Alright, I trust you Zach" I smiled politely.
"Your home, it's wonderful" I added while looking at some designs and furniture we pass by.

"This is not my Home, just a house temporarily" he speak with sadness and longing. I can almost feel the emotions in his voice. I don't want this, I must Go.

"Oww, look what time it is. I need to go Zach, as much as I would love to stay but I think my time here is over for now" No feelings, nothing. This calming place brings contentment on my.

"For now, I'll escort you" Sasabihib ko na sanang wag at alam ko na ang daan palabas ngunit nagpatiuna na sya sa paglalakad.

*phone rings (classic tone)*
Caller ID: Wync

Fuck! So dead!

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