Young Alpha's Mate(Tagalog V.)

ELEVEN

Damn! I can’t sleep! I hate his gut! I don’t know what is going on, even yung nararamdaman ko towards him is confusing. Yes, he is good looking man, attractive man every girl is looking at her like they want to worship him. It shouldn’t bother me, pero syempre hindi ako pinagpala sa bagay na iyan. I have to deal with everything, sometimes I am keep on thinking “Why can’t I be one of the normal people” it may sounds like I’m making it a big thing but it is.

I’ll get milk, may help. Ang hirap maglakad pag hindi ka pamilyar sa bahay, I’ve been here for weeks na pero ngayon ko lang narerealize na hindi pa pala ako nag hahouse tour. All I do here, is to sleep eat and go to school. Actually pag uuwi ako diretso sa kwarto lang tapos sa kainan pag kakain na, other than that wala hindi naman ako nagiikot dito. My room almost have everything I need, I have Tv and gaming stuff pati Banyo meron din akong sarili sa room. Sadlly, fridge is what I don’t have. I can’t just request it to them can I? Baka mamaya sabihin I’m taking advantage of them.

Wait saan nga yon? Fuck I’m Lost! Dapat may mapa dito eh, uso din pala ang naliligaw sa bahay. Kaya nga studio type lang apartment naming ni ni Jessica dahil ayoko ng maramig pasikot sikot.

I don’t know where I am, sa tooto lang. Maglalakad nalang ako, aka mas makatulong pa sa antok ko yung pagkaligaw ko dito.

“ Where are you heading?” Someone asked behind me.

“Shit!” Nasabi ko nalang sabay hawak sa bandang puso ko, sino ba naman and hindi magugulat eh kinakausap ko sarili ko biglang may magsasalita sa likod mo. Anong oras na din, malay ko ba na gising pa to.  I look back at Wync, he’s so damn gorgeous and I can’t argue with that.  White and almost perfect skin, ugh! I want to touch him.  What the fuck are you thinking Christine!!!

“Kitchen” I answered him, I can’t be too much talking around him. Baka madulas ako, kryptonite ko yata to eh. Hahaha

“Warm milk?” He asked still looking at me and habang nakasandal sa pader. Where are we? Well, andito sa pinto na hindi ko alam kung saan papunta. Bubuksan ko palang sana kaso biglang may istorbo, hindi sa hindi ko gusto yung company ni Wync it’s just that I can’t trust my self when he’s around.

“Yeah” I answered plainly.

“Can’t sleep?” He asked again, hindi ba obvious?

“Yes” Shit! Papalapit sakin sya sakin, I don’t know what is going on. Yung heartbeat ko, I don’t understand the feeling. I want to go but my body doesn’t want to. He’s in front of me now, sobrang tangkad nya na kailngan ko pa syang tingalain. His eyes are so captivating, I can’t take my eyes off him.

“Don’t fight it Princess, please” He sounds almost in pain, but I don’t know kung akong tinutukoy nya.

“You’re in pain” It’s a statement, I don’t know but this face of him makes me forgot everything. Wync grab my hand at hinawakan nya ang pisngi ko gamit angk kabilang kamay.

“Yes, I am” He said habang unti-unting nilalapiot ang noo nya sa noo ko. I can’t move, my body wants all the affection. These feelings, this is crazy. Y