Collections of The Soul

"Dark"

(!!Trigger Warning!!)

It's so fucking....Dark.

Cold and lonely here in the pitch black of my mind.

Getting lost in the vast emptiness of space.

Trying to give the evil thoughts some kind of face.

I spend so long searching, sometimes I think myself blind.

Why won't you just...Go!

Just get out of my head!

Leave me alone to rot in my bed!

Go back to the past where you belong.

Leave me here just like she did when I was young.

Please come back...Mom!

Can't you see what I'm dealing with here?!

These aren't my kids, the people around us fill us with nothing but fear!

You party and have fun, isn't my begging for you clear?

They're not family, no stop it, don't touch me there...

Why won't you just...Stop!

Please I'm begging you, those are memories of the past.

I want to hold onto the good memories, and just make them last.

Why is it the good is gone in such a flash, but the darkness is forever vast?

I've been good, and done what they all told me to do...

So when will it be...Enough!!