Sleeping with my best friend *Casualty*

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Things were still tense with Ella and cal . They had been fighting for weeks and everyone seemed to notice it. Ella got to work and walked into the ED.

Kenzie looked to her and smiled as she followed her sister into the staffroom and looked to her

"I think we need to talk" Kenzie said as Ella frowned

"what I haven't done anything" Ella said as Kenzie looked to her and roll her eyes

"no, just argue with cal for weeks. I don't know what is going on but I know that he was once your nest friend and something happened and now you are treating him like a dead thing on the bottom of your shoe. You are pushing him away and your doing it for a reason and you need to ask yourself just what that reason is and if it is worth it all" Kenzie asked as Ella looked to her and sighed

"I can't go there Kenz. He will break my heart" Ella said as Kenzie looked to her and rolled her eyes

"will he? As if you ask me cal is in love with you. He won't admit it but I haven't seen him look at anyone else for weeks" Kenzie said as Ella looked to him and sighed.

Ella knew that things with her and cal were complicated but she had no idea what to do  

***
Ella sighed as she saw cal as he stood by reception. She looked to him and sighed to herself.

Ella knew that she had been a cow but she knew she was pushing him away as she was scared.

She walked over to where he was as he looked to her and sighed

"I'm not in the mood for a fight" he said "I'm sorry okay I just want to talk to you please" Ella said as he looked to her and nodded. They walked off into the empty on call room

"Im sorry I know all of this is my fault" Ella said

"no it's not" cal said as Ella smiled

"I have been pushing you away as I'm scared. I'm scared because I like you. I like you a lot and I don't want to end up hurt. Sod it I don't like you cal. I love you and I don't want to be like those other girls. Falls for you and you throw me aside I'm scared" she said as cal walked over to her and smiled

"you are not any of girl ella. Don't you see that I would never hurt you. You mean to much to me for me to do that. I love you" cal said as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled as they held a look before she leant in and kissed him.

He kissed her back causing her to moan as he lead her over to the bed

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Ella lay on ellas chest as they lay naked in bed together. She looked to him and smiled as she leant in and kissed him

"do you think we can do this?" She asked as he nodded

"I think it won't be easy but I want to try and if you do too then I want to try" cal said as Ella looked to him and smiled as she leant in and kissed him

"I want to try too" she said as he pulled her close snd kissed  her but after everything that they had been through could they really have an relationship and make it work?