Sleeping with my best friend *Casualty*

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Ella lay in bed next to cal. Her head was a mess when it came to her and cal. She knew that they were having sex and she knew that he was her best friend but she knew it was complicated especially after the pregnancy scare that she had as she didn't know what she was going to do.

She didn't know what was going on with her and cal. She knew it was just sex big now she felt as if it was something more with them and it scared her as she was scared to fall in love with him in case she got hurt. Ella knew that the last thing that she wanted was to end up hurt.

She was scared that if she fell for cal that he would end up rejecting her and if they did get together Ella knew what cal was like in relationships and she knew that he was never faithful and Ella knew that she couldn't put herself through that. Ella looked to cal as he lay asleep next to her and smiled as she stood from the bed.

She grabbed a pair of pjs off of the side and slipped them on as she walked over of her room. She ran her hands through hair as she walked down into the kitchen.

She started to make herself a coffee as she stood starring into space as she heard someone walk in as she looked to see Kenzie and smiled

"Are you okay?" Kenzie asked as Ella looked to her and sighed

"i don't know, it's a mess. Me and cal and I don't know what I am going to do Kenz" Ella said as Kenzie looked to her and smiled as she looked to her

"what do you mean?"

"I think I am falling in love with cal and I don't know what to do Kenz as I am scared that if I tell him I love him that it will ruin everything and that I will lose him as a friend and more I just don't know what to do" Ella said as Kenzie looked to her and smiled as she pulled her into a hug and smiled

"it's going to be okay, you need to talk and you need to be honest and admit how you feel it's for the best and you know it" Kenzie said as Ella looked to her and smiled. Ella knew rush she was right and how she had to talk to cal over it.

She didn't know how to tell cal over her feelings and how she was slowly starting to fall in love with him and she knew that it would risk everything with them.

She knew that admitting how she felt was about to change everything and she knew that deep down she was scared to loose cal

***

Ella got to work and stood on the staffroom. She looked to see cal as he asked her "everything okay?" He asked as she looked to him and smiled

"I need to talk to you, it's over us and the mess that it is" she said as cal frowned "el, talk to me" he asked as she looked to him and nodded

"I love you cal, you are my best friend and I know honk I have fallen in love with you" she said as he pulled her coworker and smiled as he looked to her

"it's okay, it's all going to be okay I swear" he said as he leant in and kissed her as Ella kissed him back unaware of how her life was about to change