Social Anxiety | Jensoo

Chapter 31

August 8th 2016

Debut date...

Tension was high in the dorm room. No one could sleep and no one could comprehend the amount of anxiety Jennie had. Her hands were vigoursly shaking, her breathing wasn't consistant and she had swiviling thoughts again. Not to mention the injury she sustained yesterday.

The girls were on their way to a press confrence. Jennie mentally preparing her lines and what she has to say. She was very nervous for the public and tried to keep a straight face. It was starting to get more harder and harder to keep in the anxiety that was growing more and more as the got close to the conference room.

Jennie just kept quiet as Chaeyoung and Lisa kept talking behind them. They were really excited to debut and start performing. They were probably born performers. As for Jisoo, her eyes were laid onto Jennie. She could see that Jennie was scared out of her wits but is trying to act brave and calm.

Jisoo being the older member of the group tried to be there and at least fraction off the anxiety she has. She reached for her hand and held it caressing it. As much as Jisoo knows about Jennie she likes to be touched in caring ways such as holding hands, huging and linking arms. She always like to stick to someone, hench why Jisoo gave her the nickname "Jendeuk".

"Its ok Jennie, I'm nervous too. But you are going to do great. You're Kim Jennie." Jisoo says to give her some support and some more kind words to the possible amount of self negativity Jennie has. But for some reason Jennie smiles when she hears Jisoo. Its like if a person was seritonin it would be her.

"Thank you Chu. Its just a lot is going around especially with me and Ji-Sung. I hope my baby is ok" Jennie confesses.

Soon they reach the conference room. Cameras are all set up, computers are all up, microphones are set in place and people are all there to see them. All of them holding hands and comforting eachother. Preparing for what they are about to say, what they had to cover and how they looked.

They were ready. All waiting for them to be called out and introduced to the public eye.

"Now introducing YG entertainment self producing girl group, BLACKPINK" The announcer states.

All 4 girls walk in a single file line and are now in the middle of the stage. Hearts are racing, eyes are upon them and cameras are pointed exactly at them.

"Hello we are BLACKPINK" All four of them announced in unison.

"I'm BLACKPINK's Jisoo"

"I'm BLACKPINK's Jennie"

"I'm BLACKPINK's Rosé"

"I'm BLACKPINK's Lisa"

"Today we are debuting as BLACKPINK. All four of us have worked really hard to be able to debut and we are hoping many of you will support us as a whole." Jennie states as she tried to be as professional as she could.

"As the youngest of the group my group members have taken care of me well and I hope all of you support us." Lisa says also trying to keep her cool.

"We are debuting with our new song whistle and boombayah. We are all very excited to be able to perform and be able to show you our skill." Jisoo states.

"As BLACKPINK we aim our music to be something that many will enjoy here and across the world." Chaeyoung says.

The camera starts flashing at the girls. Questions start to arise from many of the audience. "Jennie I heard you have a son" many have said. "Lisa I heard you choreograph the dances is that true" others say. It's safe to say many people have heard rumors of the upcoming girl group.

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8pm comes around and the girls are at the dorm. They are closely watching youtube as they are waiting for their own music video to come out. Heck they are even subscribed to their own youtube channel.

"Jennie unnie, you think were gonna make it big one day?" Lisa ask as she rest her head on Jennie's shoulder.

"Maybe Lisa but we can't be too sure. But it would be cool to do tours around the world, have lightsticks waving around, people chanting our names. It would be really cool" Jennie states as she dreams about the success that could possibly await them.

"Guys it on" Jisoo states as she hooks up youtube on the tv.

They all watch the music videos and all of them were pround of eachother even Jennie. This was the start of their idol life. This was the start of what would become the biggest girl group breaking records and breaking many standards for girls.

A/N: I'm planning to do a big time skip to modern day within like 3 chapters. So please be prepared as things might go faster than intended to.