Social Anxiety | Jensoo

Chapter 4

Jennie's P.O.V

What do I do? Fuck I ain't ready for this. What if I make a fool out of myself? What is she'll think I'm weird?

6:10

10 more minutes.

Ok you can do this.

I start to clean up my room and throw out all my trash. I hide all my stuffed animals and fix my bed.

I run to the kitchen and fix everything. I look at the clock.

6:19

Fuck only one more minute. Shit.

I run to my room and change my clothes into some jeggings and a t-shirt.

Ding

She's here. Ok you can do this just take your pills and everything will be fine.

I take some pills and go to the door. I peep through whole just to make sure it's not anyone else.

Ok you can do this. Calm Jennie, calm.

"H-Hey Jisoo. Come in."

"Hey Jennie."

She comes in and looks around at the apartment.

"Sorry if it's a bit cramped."

"No it's fine." She says giving me a smile.

Oh shit it's happening again. Breathe Jennie, breathe.

"Let get to work shall we?"

"Yeah."

We sit down on my sofa and I bring out my guitar. I tune it and strum it to get a good pitch.

"You know how to play?"

She looked at me with a surprised look. My heart starting to beat faster.

"Y-Yeah Chaeyoung taught me."

I started to strum a melody and soon enough she was singing. It wasn't like any other voice. Bit deeper but powerful.

"If you really really love me tell me

That you can't last a day without me really really

That you want me so much that you obsess over me, really

If you really really want me tell me

That your eyes don't wonder for a second really really

That you're different from the other girls, really

Tell me you'd even pluck the stars in the sky for me

There's not much time, be good to me when I'm here

Tell me you feel nothing when you see other girls

Sometimes I want a lie that's not like a lie"

Goosebumps slowly form on my skin as she sang. Her voice so powerful so deep so mesmerizing.

"Wow your really good at singing."

"I guess now you try. Can you rap?"

"I can try."

"Try this."

I read the paper. It was like a love song to a girl. Kinda catchy too.

"Ok I got I think I can do this."

"Fighting."

"The women around you are nobody

Stop keeping them around you and cut them out of your life

You're gonna end up coming to me anyway

Better act like you know what

Better act like you know what."

Her jaw drops as I finish the verse.

"I can't explain how good that was."

"You thinks it's good?!"

"Yeah now all we need to do is form a beat and melody then we can preform."

"Yeah that sounds good."

My heart start beating faster and faster. My head starts swirling in circles. My breathing starts to tightening.

"Jennie are you ok?! Breathe! Help!"

That was the last thing I heard after everything turned black.

A/N: Sorry for long wait I will try to update soon but school came back to haunt me so it might not be a lot.