Social Anxiety | Jensoo

Chapter 15

Jennie's P.O.V

YG Entertainment was at our school. OUR SCHOOL! I didn't know what else to do. On one hand this is my opportunity to live my dream and become a singer. On the other hand if I fuck everything will be ruined.

I run to the nearest bathroom and start to panic. My eyes start to tear up, my chest is killing me, and I start to have voices in my head telling me that I'm going to fuck up.

I lock my self in one of the stalls and cry. I was helpless. It kept getting worse as I heard people leave the bathroom in a hurry.

"You're going to be a failure. You won't make this. You're never going to be good enough."

I scream and start bruising my head hoping the voices will stop. I wanted to die. I wanted to slit my wrist and kill my self.

I heard the door open slowly. I hoped and pray it wasn't some stranger.

"Jennie? Are you in here?"

I could recognize that voice. It was Jisoo. I couldn't do anything but just stay frozen and whimper.

"Jennie I'm here don't worry." She said as she walked towards my door.

"Jennie are you ok? I'm here for you. Don't you worry."

I felt a little bit of hope. I slowly open the door to see her. She was there with open arms.

I run to her arms and burst out crying. I couldn't help but cry and feel hurt. I tighten my hug knowing that someone is there to comfort me.

"It's ok. Everything will be ok. I'm here for you. I'm not going to leave you." She said as she hugs me back and rubs my back to calm me down.

"It's hurting so much Jisoo unnie. I don't want to live this life anymore." I said burning my head onto her shoulder.

"I know you're hurting and that it hurts but you're not alone. I'll help you with whatever it takes." She said as she wiped my tears.

I felt loved. I felt protected. I felt happy when I was with her.

A/N: Finally updated my book. I've gotten tagged by AdeptWriter so let's get to this. But before I do that can I just say I am the luckiest person right now. JamlessJasmine or my wifey helps me with everything even some of the bad shit I go through. Earlier I had a mental break down in front of her and couldn't help it. I don't think I say this enough but JamlessJasmine thank you so much my wifey.

Q1: Sexuality

I don't really know. Maybe I'm bisexual but I might also be queer. Idk

Q2:Gender

I wish I had a dick

Q3: happy?
Idk if I am the definition of happy. More of stable than happy

Q4: last song
As if it's your last

Q5: Hair color
Blackish/Brownish

Q6: zodiac

CANCER

Q7: last person I kissed

My mom

Q8: fav color

Black/Red

Q9: fav food

Candy

Q10: battery %

67%

Q11: celebrity crush

Blackpink, BTS, and James Reid

Q12: fav vegetable

Carrots

Q13:eye color

Brown I think

Q14: shoe size

7-8 1/2

Q15: dream job

To become a doctor or a nurse

Q16: Tag 20 people

Unicornz1010
Jisoo_Jung12
bluebusan
Drea3mz
KIRISHIMA_MANLYSQUAD
kraychen
Mana_Dark
-maesshi
rantfiction