Social Anxiety | Jensoo

Chapter 8

Jisoo's P.O.V

Ugh ok so Chaeng said that she likes Disney movies and loves milk ice cream.

I look down at the table with a whole damn pile of Disney movies and some milk ice cream.

Why am I doing this again? I'm doing too much for just this one girl.

To be honest I think I'm just way too nice to people. Also pretty desperate. Sure I may be the hottest at the school along with my twin but it's hard to find someone that will love me just the way I am.

Ok you got a chance with Jennie. Don't blow it.

I start pacing back and forth between the room. I start to get anxious. I've never been so nervous just to hang out with a girl.

ding dong

I dashed to the door and took in a deep breath.

"Hey Jennie!" I said giving her a hug.

She looked stunning even with just some simple clothes she look amazing.

"Hey" Jennie said giving a small wave with a little smile.

"Come in, I have movies for us to watch!"

I start to get anxious myself. She made me feel a different way. She made me feel like I can just be myself and not have to act.

She comes in and looks around at the place. She seems so shy and quiet.

Is she really this quiet?

"Um if you want you can chose the movie?"

She looks at the table. She looked happy. She was smiling from ear to ear.

"H-How did you know that Disney movies were my favorite?" She asked turning to me.

"Chaeng told me."

"I expected that from her. Oh can we watch this one?" She held out the movie Coco.

"Sure"

I get the movie disc and put it in the disc player. I go back to the kitchen and grabbed her some ice cream.

"Uhh here Chaeng told me that you like milk ice cream."

"Yeah it's my favorite and thanks."

She takes the bowl and the movie starts. The whole day we watched movies and eat ice cream. We got to know a little bit more about each other too.

We laughed a lot and it was nice to see her smile rather than her frowning. By the time we watched all the movies it was 10:00.

"It's getting late I should go."

Already? But I don't want you to leave just yet?!?!

"Yeah it's late."

She gets up and gets her purse from the table and I follow her.

"Jisoo I had a great time today." She said giving me a gummy smile.

"So did I. We should do this again sometime soon."

"Yeah. Well I should be heading home now. Bye."

She waves to me and walks towards her car. I close the door but watch out from my window just to make sure she gets into her car safely.

Her car leaves along with my happiness. It got lonely without her. Probably I'm just getting more desperate by just hanging out with her.

I need someone like her in my life.

A/N: Sorry for the crappy chapter but things have been happening with all the hate going on and my depression but I will still write for all of you. That's it from me ✌🏼