Soulmate

i want you here

I didn't stop him. It was first time I felt his lips and I couldn't get enough of it. They were soft and he was kissing me slowly.
He put his hand on my cheek and deepened our kiss even more. He pulled away first.

"Wow," he said and looked at me.

"What?" I said not breaking an eye contact.

He didn't say anything but instead he put a little kiss on the corner of my mouth, he kissed my cheek right after that, he kissed the spot under my ear and then he whispered "you're beautiful."

I wasn't expecting that. I could feel how my face turned red once again.

"And now you're blushing," he smirked.

"Stop," I said nervously.

"Wanna go inside? But don't say anything to Margo, she would freak out," he smiled.

"Yeah," he didn't even let me finish why I was crying, but he fixed everything the second he kissed me and he knew he's able to fix everything. I wished it was Kylie's lips. But what if we won't be together ever again? What if we're not meant to be? She was still in the back of my mind but Sam was in front right now.

We sat on the couch and he covered us with blanket again.

"What happened?" Margo asked the second we sat down.

"It was hard day for me, sorry," I smiled at her.

He put his hand on my thigh once again and he looked at me with smile on his face.

"Do you want to sleep with me?" he whispered but then he chuckled.
"Not like, you know, just sleeping next to me," he whispered again.

"Sure," I said.

"Why are you whispering?" Margo said after while.

"I think I'm gonna sleep now, I'm kinda tired," I put my hand on Sam's hand under the blanket.

"Right so guest room is upstairs, 3rd room on the right, you won't miss it. Also. It has it's own bathroom," she said.

"Thank you, see you in the morning," I get up and went up the stairs.

"I'll go to sleep too," I could hear Sam say when I was on the stairs already, I smiled for myself.

I was standing infront of the door, ready to opened them but he grabbed my hand.

"Are you running away from me?"

"No," I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the room.

"Oh my god, this is huge," I said when I turned on the light.

"I love this room of all the rooms in this house," he said.

"I love this too," I said and I sat on the bed.

"And if you don't want me here it's totally okay," he sat next to me.

"I want you here, but excuse me for a while," I said and I dissappeared into the bathroom.

I looked into the mirror. My eyes were swollen and I looked terrible. I washed my face a little bit.

"You look good," I said to myself while looking in the mirror. I found a lip gloss so I put it on my chopped lips and then I left the bathroom to watch how Sam was trying to light up the single candle on the drawer.

"What you doing?" I interrupted him and he turned around to look at me.

"Making it romantic," he said but he gave up and stood up in front of me.

"Romantic? It was only one kiss," I chuckled.

"You wanted just one?" he put his hands on my hips.

"Well, uhm-" I stuttered.

"Can you give me another one?"

"You don't have to ask," I said and he crushed his lips on mine. He pulled away after couple of seconds.

"Cherry?"

"Try again," I said and he slowly licked my bottom lip. It was the most attractive thing he could do. My heart was pounding very fast because of his actions.

"Strawberry?"

"Yes."

"Let me have it again," he kiss me again and he pushed me onto the bed not breaking the kiss and he was on top of me, moving his hands up and down on my hips. His hair was falling on me.

He pulled away after a while, my lips was already swollen because of the kissing.

"Why are you so pretty?" he asked me and lay next to me. He was breathing very slowly.

"Did you see yourself? You look like an angel, and you look even more stunning in this white shirt" I said.

"Stop," he chuckled.

"Yeah," I chuckled too.

"Do you want to change?" he stood up and opened the wardrobe.

"Maybe some shorts and t-shirt will be fine," I said and he threw some clothes of me after couple of seconds.

"Turn around," I said. He is very understanding person so he turned around and didn't even try to look at me while I was changing. He is still soft boy he was before.

"Done," I said and he started to unbuttoning his shirt. He didn't say I should turned around so I saw his abs on his stomach. I couldn't get my eyes of him and he didn't notice. He put a white shirt on and lay on a bed after that.

"Come," he said.

I was laying very close to him. He put one arm around my body and he pulled me closer to him. I buried my face into his neck.

"You smell so good," he said and he put small kiss on top of my head.

"You too," I said and I looked at him.

We started kissing again, I then sat on him. I really wanted to think about something else and about someone else, I was craving someone's touch and kisses and he was perfect for that because I knew he won't do anything to me if I didn't want to.
He put his hands on my lower back and pulled me closer to him. There was just nonexistent space between us.
We were kissing for some time and then he put me down and I fell asleep in his arms.