Soulmate

wish you were sober

"But-" she grabbed back of my thighs and she lift me up so now I was sitting on a sink counter.

"What honey?" she leaned closer to me. Again. She was standing between my legs and her lips was just inches from mine.

"I'm here with someone else, excuse me," I couldn't do this to Sam. He didn't deserve this even that he's not officially my boyfriend. Yet.
I wanted to jump down of the counter but she grabbed my shoulders and smashed me against the mirror that was behind me. I hissed loudly.

"Where you think you going?" she said angrily. She looked high and drunk.

"I don't want this," I said and pushed her away from me and now I was finally standing on the ground.

"But I do," she grabbed my hand and she started kissing my neck. This is my weakness but I pulled away from her immediately.

"I just wish you were sober, Kylie," I shut the door behind me and left her alone in the bathroom.

I didn't want her when she was high and drunk. I don't want her in different state of mind when she had only lust on her mind, not love.

I hate how alcohol changes people.
And most importantly, I didn't want this because downstairs the softest boy I've ever met was waiting for me.

I ran downstairs to find Sam.

When I finally found him I kissed him. I don't know why I did that, maybe I just wanted be sure that he wants me just as much as I want him. And he was sober, he wanted me sober. And only me.

"This was for what?" he asked me when I pulled away.

"Because you deserve it," I smiled at him.

"Awwww," he said and kissed my cheek.

"When do you want to leave?" I asked him.

"Whenever you want, are you hungry or tired?" he pulled me closer to him.

"Little bit hungry but I'm just asking."

"Let's go then," he was ready to leave.

"No no, let's stay for a while," I said quickly.

"Okay okay, but you can tell me anytime and we'll leave okay?" he kissed my forehead.

"Yeah," I smiled at him.

We were talking with Margo, Dream and Justin for another hour and we decided to leave. I haven't seen Kylie since the bathroom meeting. I had her so close and I didn't do anything.

I think I did the right thing, I would be only regretting everything if something happened between us. Because of Sam.

"Do you want to order something? Pizza? " Sam asked me infront of the dorm, we were still sitting in the car.

"Yes, that would be amazing," I said quietly.

"Is everything okay?"

"Yeah. Why?" It wasn't.

"You're little bit weird this evening," he grabbed my hand.

"I'm not. It's okay," I lied again.

"I'll make your evening better," he said and he started kissing my neck. I immediately had Kylie in my head, wishing she did that for couple more seconds.

"Not here," I pulled away from him. This place was perfect, but the tension between us is too strong. I can't take this anymore. Its harder and harder each day.

I felt I was between two rocks. I wanted Kylie but I think I wanted Sam more at the end of the day. He chose me sober, she chose me drunk.

We got inside and we already ate what we ordered and now we were laying next to each other again.

"You're so pretty," he said after a while of silence.

"Stop," I got even more closer to him.

"I won't," he said and he put a small kiss on my lips.

I chuckled. I didn't even want to say anything.

"I love how close we are. How do you feel about me, Grace?" he asked. I knew it was coming.

"I like you. Very much. I love spending time with you and I love your lips," I looked at him.

"I feel the same way, I think it's going to the right direction," he whispered.

But this nice moment my phone started ringing and I received new notification. It was an unknown number but when I tried to look at the message Sam pulled me away from my phone and we started kissing again. I totally forgot about everything.

We stopped after a while and I decided to look at my phone.

Unknown: You won't run away next time