Soulmate

are you okay?

I pushed her away immediately.
"Don't ever talk about him like that," I raised my voice and I stood up.

"Hey, calm down baby," she grabbed my hand, but I pulled away.

"No, don't touch me. I didn't want to go on a date with you, I didn't want all of this. I already told you I'm dating someone else and you should think about it sooner. Way sooner. I'm not gonna kiss you," I was still talking loudly.

"But when I was kissing your neck everything was okay? And kissing your neck is even more than just kissing your lips and you know that very well. You want me."

"Just leave me alone okay?" I started walking away, but she, once again, grabbed my hand and pulled me close to her, she is way stronger than me.

"Maybe you're in his bed but I'm in your head. We're not the same and you know it," she then turned around, put on her sunglasses and she started walking to her car, leaving me standing alone on the sand.

"Fuck," I said to myself and tears started running down my cheeks. I was in a very bad position when they both wanted me but my heart and mind was still confused.
My heart wanted Sam but my mind wanted Kylie. I wanted Kylie because of the dream, I wanted Sam because of how beautiful of person he is and how he makes me feel when I'm around him.

I sat on the bench little further away where we were sitting with Kylie. I unlocked my phone and open Maps. I was on the other side of the city, walking back home would took me around 5 hours which was unacceptable. Taxi would cost so much. My dad was still working and I was too embarassed to call Sam. It would take him half an hour to come her and half an hour to got back home. I found first bus stop. It was already dark outside and walking alone on the bus stop from place I didn't even know to the nearest bus stop was kinda adventurous for me.  

I still have 10 minutes until the bus should come here. Street was full of people, everyone was smiling and everything looked so perfect, and I was sitting there feeling down with mess in my head. It kinda hurt my feelings.

When bus finally come it was already full of people, I decided to take a seat at the end of the bus, there was only one place free and it was next to me.

We passed 3 bus stops, nobody left and nobody entered. But on the fourth stop entered a girl. She was short, with black short hair in a grey tight dress. She was looking for a free seat until her eyes layed onto me. She started walking my way and she stopped infront of me, leaving me speechless. My shy and quiet me didn't know what to do, she was just staring at me.

"Can I sit here?" she asked after few seconds, it was kinda weird but I moved a little bit closer to the window so she would have more space.

"Sure," I said and I looked out of window immediately.

"Where's your stop?" she asked after while.

"Silver Lake," I said quietly.

"Me too," she smiled at me.

I smiled back at her and I looked out of window, I was never good with leading the converstation, only with people I was comfortable with. But she clearly wanted to talk to me.

"Are you okay?" she asked after another while.

"Yeah, why?" I asked. I wasn't. But how would she asked me this kind of question.

"Well, you have mascara all over your face and it wasn't raining today," she chuckled.

"Oh, I didn't even notice," I said and I wiped my face with tissue I had in my pocket.

"Are you okay?" she asked one more time.

"I will be," I smiled at her and I looked away from her again.

"I'm good at listening," she said.

"Lot of stuff happening in my life, but I can handle it. Everything could be handled, right?" I chuckled.

"Yeah yeah," she nodded her head as a sign that she understands me.

We were almost on my stop, because I could already recognize the neighborhood.

"It's us," she said, "listen, everytime I see a person I kinda could tell which type of person they are, and you look very kind and cute, we could be friends if you want, we even live in the same neighborhood, can I get your number?" she asked me.

"Yeah sure," I said without hesitation, "it would be nice have a new friend," I said and I meant it. I grabbed her phone and I typed my number in it.

We both get off from the bus and we were walking the same direction together.

"What if we will discover we are neighbors?" she chuckled.

"That would be crazy," I chuckled with her. But after few minutes of walking and talking about weather she stopped on the crossroads.

"So, I live on this street," she pointed her finger on long street that I couldn't see the end.

"I live on this street," I pointed finger to the street that was on the right side of her street.

"Wow," she started laughing. Her laugh is adorable, "so see you soon," she smiled at me and she hugged me, he is shorted than me so she had to stood on tip of her toes.

"Bye," I smiled back at her and I finally got home.

I layed down on my bed and I was thinking how perfect everything was today, but how Kylie ruined it and this girl fixed. Damn, I didn't even ask her about her name. I decided to text her. I wanted to text her tomorrow to not sound very demanding but her name was still in my head.

Me: hey, i'm that girl from the bus. i totally forgot to ask about your name. so what's your name?

I locked my phone and I didn't even have to wait long for an answer.