Soulmate

wrong direction

"I'm sorry," he whispered when he left from us.

"It's okay," I smiled.

"And don't listen to this girlfriend stuff, I don't want to push you to that it's been only 2 days," he chuckled nervously.

"Yeah, we're just having fun but you would be amazing boyfriend," I said quietly.

"You would be amazing girlfriend," he covered our heads with blankets and we started kissing slowly again.

He pulled away first.

"Wanna watch one movie and then we go cuddle to bed?"

"Yes please," I said and place another kiss on his lips.

We watched a movie and it was very funny to spend evening with them. They were very sweet, funny and loud. I would get use to it. They look like they really love each other. Sam said they known each other since they were little and they never stopped talking so they moved in together so they won't lose their perfect connection because of school and work. I never met boys in my dream, he never talked about them, even if I knew he lived here he never said any word. I'm wondering if they only exist here or he was keeping them in secret.

We moved to the room we were before and I hugged him tightly. I just wanted to have him close.

We moved to the bed and he made sure he locked the door. Boys obliviously didn't know how to knock.

He sat on the bed and I sat on him and I grabbed both of his hands in mine.

"This is perfect," I said and I started kissing his neck.

He put his hands on my lower back and pulled me closer to him. He then moved his hands under my shirt and I felt his warm hands on the bare skin of my back.

I pulled away from him and I undressed his shirt, then I ran my hands through his abs on his stomach. I could feel the shivers he had all over his body.

"Wow," I whispered.

"God," he whispered back.

"What?" I chuckled.

"This is going to the wrong direction," he burried his head into my neck.

"I know, I can't stop kissing you," I said and I kissed him again to confirm my statement.

"We both want each other, don't you think? And it's been only 2 days," he whispered into my neck.

"Yeah," I said and we started kissing again.

During these 2 days we were just always kissing till our lips hurt and we were okay with it. We were enjoying each others company as much as we could.

"Amazing," he said after while.

We were looking at each other for few seconds and he undressed my tank top.

"You're stunning," he looked at me up and down and then he put his hands on my hips. I was still sitting on him.

"Thank youuu," I said and he put his hands on my stomach.

"Let's go to sleep now," I said very fast. I wanted to get off him but he didn't let me.

"Whyyy?" he asked surprised.

"This is not good for me you know, we need to calm down," I said firmly.

"You need to relax," he started kissing my neck.

"I-" I said after while and I scratched back of his neck with my nails.

"Fuck," he mumbled into my neck. It was the first hime I heard him swearing. And I'm not gonna lie - it was pretty attractive.

"I'm sorry" I said immediately.

"Okay you can't do it when I'm kissing you, because it's driving me crazy," he confessed.

"Let's go to sleep," I chuckled and I put his hoodie on and he did the same with his shirt.

"Good night princess," he said and he hugged me from behind.

"Good night baby," I said and my heart sink when I called him baby, I don't know why, but I was calling Kylie baby all the time and this feels weird, I closed my eyes to stop thinking about it and I fell asleep in his arms once again.

I woke up in the middle of the night, because I was crying really hard. Sam was still sleeping, so luckily, I didn't wake him up. I had a very vivid dream that was still infront of my eyes.

It was with her.

I just wish she was here to make everything right again.